Drawings of Gerard

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I was going upstairs to clean Gerards room. I start making his bed, cleaning up his duty clothes, putting his clean ones away, and that's pretty much all that was a mess. I walk over to his shelf and see his drawings. I pick sone up and look at them, he was talented like Gerard.

I flip to the next picture and see me and someone else, at school.

Is that.. is that Gerard.

I flip to the next one and I see one of Gerard giving me a flower.

Oh my god.

I feel a tear go down my face.

I walk down stairs and bring that picture to Gerard who was sitting on the couch.

"Hey Gerard."

He looked up to me, I sit next to him and hold out the picture.

"Um.. who are these people?"

I say in a sweet vocie to him incase he thought I was mad.

"You and daddy."

"Is that Bert?"

"No its daddy."

I didn't know what to say.

"He said he loves you and misses you."

I was about to cry.

"Um.. baby.. how do you know daddy?"

"He's my friend, he keeps us safe."

"Oh.. okay."

I hug him and rub his back.

"I love you sweetie."

"I love you to mommy."

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Bert comes home and I tell him everything. He looked at the drawings.

"Baby.. he's.. he's-"

I start to cry, Bert puts the picture down and hugs me tight and kisses me on the head.

"It's okay babe.."

"How did- how did he know about Gerard?"

"I don't know baby.. I don't know.. hey let's go to bed okay.. everything will be okay."

"Okay."

Me and Bert take a shower and get in the bed.

We watch TV for about an hour or two then we turn it off.

"Goodnight baby"

"Goodnight."

I lay down and I hear Gerard talking.

"Do you hear him?"

"What."

"Listen.. you can gear Gerard talking."

We got up and quitely walked to his door.

We listen to what he was saying.

"Daddy I wanna draw like you and mommy too."

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"Ugh okay."

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"Love you too."

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"Yea, Berts awesome and nice to mommy."

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"Hehe she loves you too."

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"Daddy why did you leave?"

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"when can I hear the story."

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"When I'm older but that's so far away."

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"Okay.. I know, but how do I tell him?"

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"I'll try to tell uncle Frank."

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"Your welcome daddy."

He yawns.

"Im tried daddy, can you lay with me tonight."

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"Love you too daddy, goodnight."

Oh.. my fucking god.. I walk back into my room and Bert comes after me.

"Baby.."

Bert turns me around and kisses me.

"Its okay.. this is.. actually.. to me, this kind of surprising and cool."

"Ughoh my god.. can we just go to sleep."

We get back in bed. I feel Bert cuddle up next to me, he was cold.

"You're so cold baby."

"What."

I turn around and see Bert at the TV Stand setting the alarm.

"Gerard."

I whisper out.

"What?"

Bert looks confussed.

"It's Gerard.. Gerard.. if it's you.. this is kinda awkward but I love you.. keep our baby safe if I'm not there."

I feel a kiss on my head then the cold slowly fades away.

Bert lays down next to me.

"You okay?"

"Gerard was next to me. I know it sounds crazy and you might now believe me but he was I could tell!"

"Okay okay I believe you, let's just go to sleep okay baby .. goodnigh."

"Goodnight."

Gerards POV

I watched over them the whole night, like every night, everyday, like I promised. I promised Tha everything would be okay, that ik okay, they be okay, my promise never died. I don't know where the hell I am. Some days I'm in this place with ash blowing around, it looks like a burned down city. Every day it's a good memory. Me and Natalie, me and my mom, me and Mikey spending our days in the house reading comic books, shoting lazer guns, and pretending to save the world.

I want little me to do the same with Rays Little girl, Lindsey.

I seen Gerards future, it was better than mine.

He'll carry on, make the band My chemical romance, and make millions of people happy.

Just like him and his mom made mine happy.

Hey guys can you guys please go read my new story Bookworm i would love if you did.. why do i always sound so damn professional and shit, I'm just a 13 year old emo chick who writes fanfiction and draws.
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