Mr. Way

First Day of I'm Not Okay

I need to make Ray mikey and Pete in middle school as well sorry guys but it just didn't feel right + I don't write out these stories.

Frank's POV

Words could not describe how happy I was with Gerard. They way he held me in his arms last night made me want to turn around a kiss him.
We woke and got ready for hell.
Wow I am saying these things like I'm happy and this is a good thing. I guess it's Gerard.

-

Gerards POV

Me and Ray decided to go outside and sit on the steps for a bit while we waited for the bell to ring.
"Hey Ray."
"Yea."
"Do you think it's weird to be gay?"
"No but I think your still weird.. and cool too."
"How?"
I knew that I was weird but I just wanted to see why he thought I was weird.
"You like D&D Audrey Hepburn Fangoria Harry Houdini and croquet. You can't swim you can't dance and you don't know karate.. face it.. you're never going to make it."
"I don't wanna make it I just wanna-"
And at that point the bell interrupted me and frank soon came after.
"Gee! Let's go!"
Frank tried yelling over the screaming crowd of people in the school.

We walked into the school and met up with everyone.
"Shit."
"What's wrong Gee?"
Frank asked.
"I forgot my swimming stuff for that stupid swimming class we have to do for PE."
"Don't worry man remember I'm not okay plan.. brake the rules."
Ray said and we all went to our classes. I have no clue where all of the girls were.

-

Everyone had their little red speedos on and I was just there in my school uniform. All of the boys and girls were split in PE so it was just all guys, all of them were more assholes than anything.
I stood there with my hands on my hips as everyone crouched down to get ready to jump in. The PE teacher blew the whistle and everyone dived in while I still stood there.
Some of the guys were back and we're looking at me and laughing.
"And what are you doing fag?"
"Um standing."
They just laughed and pushed me in the water.
"Well I hope you're better at swimming than standing."
The PE never cared what we did or what happened to us unless we were really hurt. I just floated on my back and swam to the side of the pool and got out.
Well more people to write down names.

-

Frank's POV

Gerard came back with his school uniform kind of wet.
"What happened?"
"I'll explain later."
"Haha okay."
We headed off to science and we sat next to eachother. The teacher told everyone not to touch anything and that the yellow stuff was lemonade.
One of the new students came in the room, Brendon. He is an ass.
"Aye fuckboy.. I dare you to drink that."
I have to learn a few little secrets about something about Brendon

Gerards POV

"Aye fuckboy.. I dare you to drink that."

I turn to tell frank no but he was in a pair of goggles and a cookingmit and he was just too cute to say no to right now. He picks up the pitcher and drinks some and makes a face like 'Woo! No.'
He whips his mouth and takes off the stuff.
"Mr. Iero."
The teacher walked up to him. The other guys had their jaws to the ground.
"I told you not to drink the lemonade and boys close your mouths it's just lemonade you would know that if you would listen for once."
After that class began.

-

Mikeys POV

I look over to see Ray at the teachers desk spinning around in circles. The social studies teacher really didn't care much. He pulls out the crayons and takes one. He begins to write something, then he licks it and bits down on it.
"Toro.. get over here."
He runs over here with his paper in his hand. He sits down and puts his paper on the desk. I read what it says.
Ray is awesome, Ray is the best, Ray is cool. Was written all over the place.
"Jesus Ray."
I whispered in a 'really? Really? Kind of tone.

-

Gerards POV

Me and the guys all went outside to eat our lunches. We sat at the steps know of far apart.
Soon some of the assholes came outside and sat the table near us.
I looked down at frank who was sipping some of my mom's favorite soup that she let him pack in Mikeys old thermos. I don't know how he likes that nasty stuff.
I look up at the asses and see one of the guys take his turkey sandwich and throw it at frank knowing that he hates meat. Some of the soup spilled on Frank's pants. They all laughed. I shook my head and we went somewhere else to eat.

-

We finally found a spot at the football field on the bleachers.
"Hey Gerard, take frank in the bathroom to help him clean off his pants and me and Ray will watch your food."
"Okay."
Me and frank went on our way. I felt frank slip his small hand into mine. We intertwined our fingers together. I looked over to him looking at me with a smile that went from ear to ear.

-

We walked into the bathrooms.
"Here just take the paper towel and whip it off."
"But when mikey- .. never mind."
His face went red like he was embarrassed and took the paper Towle from me.
"What?"
"Nothing."
I was about to say something but then seen two people in the 3rd bathroom stall, one had heels and one had shoes. They were the school uniform heels and shoes.
Someone crawled under the stalls and after the last stall he ran out of the bathroom. It was that brendon dude who was being an ass to frank in science. The girl opened the door and she whipped her mouth. It was Sydney, the schools little rich brat. Well now she's the schools little whore. I remeber when she smashed mashed potatos in my face lasts year, and called me fagot.. yea shes going on the list. She quickly closed the door and locked it.
Well then. I pull out my paper and wrote her name and a little a out her haha. I didn't notice frank was talking the whole time.
"Gerard? Are you listening?"
"Uh sorry I was looking at something."
I point at her shoes and legs that we're showing at the bottom of the he stall. He he turn his back to the mirror like he was saying ahh.
How could he have not notice all of this happen or did he just not care enough to be interested in any of what was happening.
"I'll tell you later what I was saying at home."
"Okay."

-

School finally ended. Frank and me walked home together as usual. We walk in the house and up to my room. We both flop on the bed, tired.

Hey guys hope u like this part.. it gets better hehe
Love u guys
Hugs
Twiggy :)