A Jenna Ortega and Emma Myers Love Story

I Want You To Myself Part 4

The next morning, Jenna woke up earlier than Emma. She decided she was going to go for a walk. A long one. She felt kind of stressed for some reason, she wasn't in the mood to be around anyone. She loved Emma with her whole heart, but she needed time for herself. Jenna got up and got dressed and ready. She kissed Emma on the forehead, not wanting to wake her up. She opened the door and left. It was a cold and gloomy day, she loved this weather.
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Emma woke up an hour later. Jenna still wasn't back. She woke up to Jenna not being there. She would normally leave a note saying where she went or what she was doing. But nothing. Emma was a bit sad. She shrugged the feeling off and got ready. She made breakfast by herself, hoping Jenna would walk in by now. She missed her. A lot.
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Emma ate by herself in Jenna's lonely house. It had been two hours already and Jenna still hasn't returned.
"When if someone took Jenna..." Emma thought to herself. She didn't want be too clingy to her, but she was worried. Jenna has never been out for this long, unless it was with her. Emma called Jenna on her phone. After a few rings, there was no answer. She started to get worried. She knew Jenna took her phone because she didn't see it on her nightstand. Jenna always took her phone with her. She kept calling and calling, but no answer. Emma started crying. She went back to the room, closing the door, and cried. She wished someone was there to comfort her.
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It had been three hours by now. Jenna opened the bedroom door greeting Emma.
"Hey love."
"Where the hell were you!" Jenna got cut off by Emma's shaky yell. Emma started sobbing out of anger. Emma would always get mad at herself for crying when she was mad. It was very hard for her to express her feelings towards someone.
"Woah. Slow down. I'm here it's okay." Jenna said in a calm voice, walking towards her. Emma stood up from the bed.
"I have been calling and calling constantly on your phone! What the hell were you doing out for so long Jenna!" Emma was upset and sad.
"I'm sorry Emma. I just needed time for myself." Jenna said.
"You always leave me a note saying where you are or what you're doing." Emma said in a firm tone.
"I'm sorry Emma. I forgot." Jenna said sadly.
"You forgot, really? What's been stressing you out Jenna. You always tell me everything what's up with you lately?" Emma said in a concerned but angry tone.
"I just needed a walk that's it!" Jenna said, slightly raising her voice.
"Is there someone else..." Emma said in a sad soft voice.
"What? Emma no- what are you talking about? Of course there's not someone else! Why would I ever want to be with someone that's not you!" Jenna said, getting more upset.
"It's okay...you can be honest." Emma said.
"Emma what the hell? I'm not with anyone!"
"Then why weren't you answering your phone!" Emma interrupted Jenna.
"I didn't feel or hear it go off!" Jenna said.
"Oh wow so you didn't bother checking your phone for three whole hours." Emma said sarcastically, crossing her arms. Jenna sighed.
"I'm sorry." Jenna said in a soft low voice. There was silence for a bit.
"I'm just really stressed out for some reason. I never meant to make you upset Emma. I just really needed some time with myself. I am really sorry." Jenna said softly. Emma looked at her with sad eyes.
"So who's Percy." Emma said looking out the window.
"What??" Jenna said.
"You heard me." Emma said.
"Were you going through my phone!?" Jenna said raising her voice again.
"Answer the fucking question Jenna." Emma said firmly.
"Why the hell were you going through my phone! We're supposed to trust each other, okay!?" Jenna said yelling slightly.
"I didn't go through your phone! You left it opened on your nightstand and I glanced at because the fuck am I gonna do, ignore it!" Emma said yelling this time.
"When trust is broken, sorry means nothing." Emma said.
"There's nothing going on between me and him. You've literally met him before, he's our cast mate!" Jenna said.
"Of course I know that! Why were you guys sending each other little winky smiley faces and cute little pink hearts! I know you think I'm sensitive, but I just feel too much." Emma said, her face turning red from anger and stress. Jenna could clearly see she was very stressed out.
"You're right. I shouldn't have done that. And I don't think you're sensitive. But Percy knows that I'm not into him okay?!" Jenna said.
"And he doesn't know that you and I are dating!" Emma said. She started crying again. She felt so bad for making both of them stressed out, but she also felt sad that Jenna was "flirting" with someone, even though she didn't mean it. It just hurt her seeing that.
"Emma...I know I shouldn't have done that. I'm sorry." Jenna said tearing up.
"Please don't cry. I'm sorry Emma. I really am. Please." Jenna said. Emma could hear the hurt in her voice.
"I just wish you could look at me and think, "she's worth everything.""
"You are worth so much more than you think you do. Your love will never have a price. I never meant to hurt your delicate soul. For the remainder of my life, you will always be my only one. There is no number one because there's no one that's like you. My heart only beats for you. I don't know what I did to deserve the love you give me. You never judge me, even at my worst. You continue to treat me with the same love everyday, each kiss being filled with more love each day. You taught me how to love someone properly. You gave my life meaning, and you're the meaning of my life. I fall in love with you everyday. You never gave up on loving me. When I pushed, you pulled, when I wept, you embraced, when I bled, you repaired, when I faltered, you shushed. Falling for you wasn't a fall, it was walking into a house and knowing you're home. You always make me smile, even if you're the reason I'm sad." Jenna said. Emma forgave Jenna, and kissed her before they fell asleep in each other's arms.