"Good morn-" Camila started as she went straight up to Lauren
"Go away." Lauren interrupted quickly and left the bus
"What did I do?" Camila watched her leave and turned around asking the other 3 girls
"She's in a weird mood Mila, I don't know just ignore her." Dinah waved her off and patted the seat next to her
"Are we okay? I'm sorry." Camila apologised to Dinah who shrugged and smiled at her
"It's water under the bridge, Caminah forever right?" Dinah winked and laid her head on Camila's shoulder, eating her toast happily.
"You know someone should probably check on her, make sure she's okay?" Normani suggested worriedly
"What do you think she's gonna do Mani? She's fine. Don't worry so much." Dinah replied simply
"No Mani's right, something seemed off. Even for Lauren." Ally said narrowing her eyes in thought
"See? I'm gonna go check on her, enjoy your breakfasts." Normani said getting up and leaving the bus
Normani searched for hours for the black haired girl before she finally found her. She was also admittedly shocked at how she'd seen her.
"Lauren what are you doing?!" Normani ran over to her grabbing the blade from her hand and throwing it in the opposite direction before putting harsh pressure on her wrists.
"Leave me alone! Why are you always saving me?! You fucking-" Lauren slipped out of conciousness
"No- no no no no no! Lauren wake up baby please." Normani cried not knowing what to do, she couldn't call an ambulance and put pressure on the slit wrists at the same time. They were fucked.
"Hey! HEY!" Normani spotted an elderly woman walking by and got their attention
"CALL AN AMBULANCE! PLEASE DO IT NOW!" Normani shouted at her hysterically and the woman gasped grabbing her phone and dialling for it. Luckily it got there in a few minutes and stopped the bleeding
"Oh dear, hello again Lauren." A paramedic sighed
"Andy, right?" Normani recognised him from when Lauren has passed out last time.
"That's me, and again? Really? I hoped I'd only see her once." He sighed as they put Lauren on the bed gently in the ambulance.
"Yeah me too. Is she gonna be okay?" Normani asked shakily watching her pale, still body.
"It's hard to say." He said vaguely
"What does that mean? What the fuck does that mean?!" Normani shouted worrying
When they sped to the hospital Lauren was rushed to have blood transfusions to save her life, again.
Normani dug around her pockets for her phone to ring one of the girls and tell them what happened.
"Camila?" Normani whispered shakily when she picked up
"What? What is it?" Camila asked cautiously noticing her tone
"Lauren tried to kill herself again, get down to Queen's with the girls now." Normani instructed as she paced the hallways impatiently
"Jesus Christ, we're on our way." Camila said before she hung up
"What happened?" Ally asked when Camila got off the phone
"Lauren attempted again, she's in the hospital. We gotta go come on." Camila said rushing out the door
"Fucking hell, DINAH WE GOTTA GO TO THE HOSPITAL COME ON." Ally sped out with her
"I'm driving don't argue with me." Ally said getting into the drivers seat as Dinah got in the back with Camila
"What's happening?" Dinah asked confused as she put on her seatbelt
"Lauren tried to kill herself again." Camila sighed running her hands through her hair as she spoke
"Oh my god, DRIVE ALLY DRIVE!!" Dinah shouted shaking the passenger seat in front of her.
"Dinah she's driving! Relax, she'll be okay! She will and you'll see." Camila said pushing her back into her seat
The 3 girls arrived at the hospital and ran across the car park quickly, then into the hospital to be met with a crying and heavily breathing-seemingly having a panic attack- Normani
"What? Mani what?" Ally shook her to bring her out of her frantic state
"L-Lauren's d-d-ead." Normani gasped
"W-what? No, no she's not, you're fucking with us." Camila croaked
"No, Mila look at her she's not fucking with us are you SERIOUS?!" Dinah screamed after her calm state
"She can't be." Ally gulped as she stare at Normani in shock
Normani by now was sobbing and Dinah brought her into her arms "Shh it's okay, it's okay Mani."
"Twice! I couldn't save her again Dinah and I tried so hard." Normani cried, clutching onto Dinah's shoulders
"I-I know you did. It wasn't your fault." Dinah said stroking her hair
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Broken, Honest, Beautiful
FanfictionLauren was struggling with her own issues in silence, and nobody knew until that one dreadful day. The day that everything changed. Lauren eventually went back to fifth harmony but of course not without a few struggles along the way.
