Part 49: Bored with my life

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Two weeks have past and its now in early February. Those two weeks were just so boring for me. Not alot happened and I think my urge for sex is decreasing a little. I just dont want the attention anymore, maybe because I get so much at work now. School is really boring too, as you may know I still don't have any friends. I'm just really sad now a days, and tired from work with no social life. I miss being a teenager even though I'm still considered one until maybe 20 but I Damn sure don't feel like one anymore. And I've been stalking my ex on the low, she seems really happy with out me...just her and her "hoes" I guess. *fake cry* I'm so sad and lonely😭👤.

But after Mason told me he was getting married, yall know I cut him off. And this nigga wasn't lying...He recently posted pictures on his gram.

He recently posted pictures on his gram

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She is pretty, I'm not going to lie. But why would you cheat on that?💁
And the ring he got her was very nice also...

But anyways when I went back to the studio after our "one night stand" he still gave me a few stares from time to time

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But anyways when I went back to the studio after our "one night stand" he still gave me a few stares from time to time. But we never spoke or anything like that. Then at school, Jasmine and Eric got back together for God knows why...she's stupider than I thought. But let her be happy right *I laugh* fuck both of them.

But now I'm all alone in the world...like I literally have no one. Not Jamal, my mom, Naomi, Chris, Kesean, Michael, Tori...no one. I think now I'm a little depressed too.😞 I just come home and watch romantic movies and sad love songs...then cry myself to sleep. I'm so bored with my life right now.

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Don't worry about this sad and short chapter....alot of shit is just getting started😏😝😈 Keep reading 💪

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