My Love For Her (StudxFem)

Part 93: Selfish

I curl up by her door, still crying and feeling so ashamed. I never wanted to break her trust and ofcourse my bad karma always makes my decisions for me. I should've never even gave Kesean the time or day and now he took advantage of our situation. I know he did this...I would never sleep with him willingly. Chris is my everything, my love and...I think I really fucked us up.😢😓

*Roll of thunder*

It begins to pour down raining over top of me. What were the odds right? I can barely move anyways because I hurt my foot when I fell down. It was bleeding and everything...but that was the last thing on my mind.

*5 minutes later*

*Door suddenly opens*

I sit up and watch her approach me.

"Come on" she says dully.

"I can't walk" I lean on to the wall.

She looks down at my ankle, seeing the blood and open wound. Immediately she bends down and picks me up, taking inside from the pouring rain. She places me on the couch and walks into the guest bathroom. I waited for her to come back, seeing her bring over some bandages, and ointment. She lifted up my leg, applying ointment and wrapping it up. It amazed me how caring she still is for me...what did I do.💔

"Why? I look at her

"Why what?

"Why are you doing this Chris?

"When I say I love you...I really and honest to God do"

"I love you too"

"Mm"

"Chris I'm sorry. You know I would never intentionally hurt you"

"But it still hurts the same way if you did"

"I know..."

"I um....I need some time Tyler"

I bite my lip. "Time?

"Yes. I just can't have you stay here with me right now"

".....are you breaking up with me?

She looks down.

"Please...I'm Sorry Chris please" my eyes water

"I know but I need time Tyler...I can't do this right now"

"Why can't we just work it out? I wipe my eyes

"Cause I can't even look at you in the face"

I cry again.

"So um...I'm a loan you a couple of dollars so you can get your own place"

"So I can't get a second chance?! I yell in anger

"I don't know tyler!

"Fuck you! I still have you a chance after you ripped my heart out too. Don't forget that. But I'll go! Since you need time away from me.....just Fuck me up all over again" I limp up the steps

"Don't act like the fucking victim! You cheated on me tonight! With your Baby daddy! Fuck outta here with that shit"

"It was a mistake! Like you told me two three years ago!

"I'm done arguing. Money is on the table so just go" she walks out the front door.

*The Next Day*

I knock on the door to Kesean's house. Pissed off. Few seconds later, Emily opens the door, reminding me that this nigga still had a girlfriend.

"Where is Kesean?

"He toke his son out to get some breakfast"

"Look Emily, we need to have a discussion"😳

*20 minutes later*

Kesean and Isaac come in the door, seeing Emily waiting at the steps.

"Hey babe" he hugs her

"You slept with her?!

"Who?

"Tyler?!

"...Look Babe it was a accident"

"No! I knew you still had feelings for her! We're done you hear me! She walks out the door.

He sighs angrily and walks into the living room, seeing me sitting on the couch.

"You told her didn't you?

"Sure did"

"Why the hell are you here?! He yells

"Because I hate you! You broke us up!

"I didn't!

"Whatever Kesean!...how could you be so selfish" I tear up

"I'm not...."

"You are. You knew I loved her more than you. So you wanted me back. I'm not stupid"

"I didn't know She would break up with you"

"So it's true?

"Yes. And I'm sorry really"

"Fuck you! Don't you ever talk to me again! If the sentence don't start with Isaac Julián Gabriel Mayy don't say shit! I hate you! I yell walking out.

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