Part 51: He Must Love Me

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*10:07 pm*

I'm on my phone laying down on my bed in the dark. I'm at peace with myself, just taking it one day at a time. I'm over Chris too, which is making me feel even more free to do and think what I want. I had to let her go, had to. But I don't know who I love anymore...in that way. No I don't feel that way about Jamal, but he is a great man and I do care about him. But I don't think I can love anymore, like in a romantic way and without sex. It's sad but I need to be happy again. Fuck this sad shit, I'm Tyler Mayy Damnit! But I'm sleepy so that vibe didn't last long. I check my snapchat again, hoping something new was happening and now I realized it's actually Kesean's birthday today. Apparently he had a big birthday bash downtown and didn't invite me. Damn.

 Damn

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