Arielle|
I don't like being around other celebrities. It makes me feel different. It's weird cause I guess I'm suppose to fit in with them but it's awkward cause they all act... sorta full of themselves and not true to life. We were all at this party for who knows what. All I knew was that I had to perform making me more focus on that and that only
I've been drinking water just to make sure my voice was ready. It's a routine I do when it comes to performances like these.
"Here" Chrsitian said handing me some crackers and small cubes of cheese.
"Thank you. But you know you didn't have too"
"I know but you haven't eaten since this morning"
"It's my tooth. I just don't want it to give me pain while I'm performing." I said handing the plate back to him.
"Arielle you can't perform on an empty stomach."
"I can perform on an empty stomach cause the first song I'm doing is only two minu--"
"Four minutes and 22 seconds" He said
"Yeah same difference "
"Cmon" He said
He held out a cracker with cheese and ham and then smiled.
"Open wide" He said
I sighed opening my mouth.
"You're live" the camera man stated
I chewed that shit down so fast while looking down. Once the camera went off I walked off to the corner feeling the pain in my tooth.
"So, what's good" Christian asked outside the door
"Why are you in a closet?" He asked
I was in so much pain I thought I was about to faint.
"Christian go away" I said
I tried holding back my tears so that I didn't appear on stage with red eyes. I pressed my hands against the wall to relax. It wasn't budging.
"Christian"
"Arielle"
We both said our name at the same time. I pressed harder against the wall.
"Get me some ice please"
"Pops says your on in 5" I sighed
I gave myself a second then opened the door coming out.
"Your tooth?"
I nodded
"You can't be performing on that"
I ignored him going back stage. Asap... rocky was there. Aww dammit. Imma be embarassing myself while trying to mask this dumb ass pain.
Who knows maybe he won't notice me. Or! He won't even notice me? I said.
He was dressed... surprisingly like me. He wasn't in a suit or tux he had some jeans and a shirt. He was rocking his hair like how he usually rocked it. Ponytail and a few braids in the front.
Don't come over, don't come over. I met him once and it was very weird. I don't know maybe it wasn't weird. But you know, I love to say everything is weird.
I turned around to see where he was but that was a big mistake because while he was speaking with this lady he and I locked eyes. Dammit! He smiled looking at me and I forced a smile on my face when I really was dying in the inside. He wrapped the conversation up with that lady and walked over to me.
