MY WAY

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keyanna

I went after her. I seen the door that said Arielle so I started knocking.

"Arielle"

August was next to me after awhile he was trying to get in also.

"Baybeh girl, open the door. We just wanna talk to you"

"If you guys think she's coming out that room think again" an older women said looking at us

Stacy held her stomach an a frown. I had no idea who she was.

"Oh im Dorothy... I guess you could say I'm her nanny nice to meet you all"

We waved

"She is very stubborn. She actually could prolly go a whole two days in that room"

"What makes you say that?" I asked

"Look, I'm not her parents but I've known her for awhile now. Kim has gone days locked in her room. Especially when she's in her feelings. You just learn to give her space until she's ready to talk."

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arielle

I chewed on my gummy worms looking in the mirror.

"Think I made myself dizzy
I slept it away, I sexed it away
I read it away
Away ..." I chewed on another gummy worm in annoyance as I laid my head down.

I sighed.

"I tried to let go my lover
Thought if I was alone then maybe I could recover
To write it away or cry it away..... away."

I stuffed two more in my mouth. This is just crazy. Beyond crazy. Do I have feeling for him? I think so but then again... I don't.

"But you know that a king is only a man
With flesh and bones, he bleeds just like you do
He said, "Where does that leave you?"
And, "Do you belong?" "

"Why am I always doing this to myself. Everytime something like this happens... I put the blame on me. When in all actuality this is not my fault. I'm me and that can't change that." I said looking in the mirror

"A boy isn't gonna stop me from being who I am. I'm not gonna make this who situation affect who I am. Imma still be Arielle Kimberly Alsina cause that's who I am."

I jumped up smiling. I am proud of who I am. I'm proud.

I went into the shower in the dressing room. I smiled singing some of my songs in the shower.

"Is it weird that I'm more happy then sad?"

I jumped out smothered lotion All over my body. I then grabbed some baby oil and rubbed a little on my neck arms and knee.