Brave ~ Sequel to Jay Cee El

Chapter Forty Three ~ That's Different

Here is the next chapter! It might be a little short.

Enjoy!

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Julie's P.O.V

                I slide my finger across my phone, scrolling through my pictures. I forgot how many pictures of Harry there was in here. Harry. I don't know what to think when I think of him. I have so many mixed feelings towards him. We've been talking every day, either texting or talking on the phone. We've been talking since I forgave him, but every since Liz got back we've been talking a lot more. It's been five days since, and tomorrow night is our last concert it America. Not including performing at the TCA's because that's not technically a concert, just a song.

                But anyway, we've been texting for such a long time. I know that I've been battling myself with feelings, but I just want to give up. I don't know if I like him again. If I did, wouldn't I be that girl that always goes back to her ex after all the shit they do. I don't want to be that girl, but I know Harry is sorry. I know that he didn't do it purposely.

                I mean, I was his first real girlfriend since One Direction became One Direction. Not including all those small flings during the X Factor, like Caroline Flack. But I don't even know if that was real or not. Anyway, I was his first girlfriend. Sure I got tons of hate, but it was worth it. Even if our relationship ended on a bad note, it was worth it. But I don't know if I can do that to myself. Jay Cee El's career is just getting to where I want it to be. We are finishing up our American part of the tour, we have fans all over the place, I'm living my dream. If I got back together with Harry- that's also if he even wanted to - I don't think I could deal with all the hate. My reputation would be dragged through the mud, as well as the girl's. Whether you believe it or not, if one of us screws up we are all screwed.

"Julie, c'mon let's go." Liz said, walking over to me.

                I snapped out of my thoughts and looked up. We are sitting in our dressing room, getting ready for our concert here in Nevada. Well, actually we are in Los Vegas, which is so cool. The lights are so pretty and I wish I could try one of the casinos. I know I wouldn't win any money, but I'm smart with numbers and I think it would be pretty fun. Call me a fool, but I think it'd be pretty fun.

"Okay, wow... that's different." I said, looking over at Caitlin.

                She was wearing really odd looking tights, almost like the ones she wore at the last night. It had a whole bunch of different comic looking words. She was wearing a black crop top that showed off her tiny waist. Her black vans covered her feet, and her hair was pinned back. Her makeup was really simple, in fact it looked like she wasn't wearing any at all.

"I know, I hate it. This is not how I originally planned on wearing. I swear if they make me wear something like this at the Teen Choice Awards I will flip ape shit." Caitlin said, making us laugh.

                I'm glad that I don't have to wear something like that. I'm dressed in gray shorts with floral looking lace over it. My tank top was purple with ruffles and I had heels on. My hair was in loose waves and my makeup was really simple. I like my style, and Liz's, much more then the style they are trying to force on Caitlin.

                Liz was wearing a hot pink crop top that made her boobs look twice the size they already are, which is huge. Her black shorts showed off her legs. I couldn't help but imagine her with a thigh gap. She's always had thicker thighs, not by much, but thinner than mine. I can't imagine her with thigh gaps and I'm glad she doesn't. To any girls think they should have them when they shouldn't. But then again, I do so I might not be in the position to say that.

                Anyway, her crop top showed off her new belly button ring that she got earlier today. It was so pretty. Her hair was in waves and her shoes were black sandals. She wasn't wearing much makeup, actually less then Caitlin and I.

"C'mon, let's go. We are playing in Vegas!"

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So there's the chapter. I'm super sorry it was so short. I feel bad, but there it is. I hope you liked it anyway... haha

Anyway... Degrassi was on last night and it's my favorite show in the world! I was so excited! Haha, anyway... not much else to say...

Please VOTE and COMMENT my lil' Gummy Worms!

~Amanda<3 xXx

--The picture on the side is their outfits! They are all super cute! Byee!!