Before I even start, No I'm not leaving wattpad, no I'm not taking a break. This is just something I needed to say and let you guys know what's been going on.
I've had short term memory loss ever since Elementary school, just forgetting small things and years later they'd come back to me. Now I'm not fully sure myself but I think I need testing cause it's getting worse.
Not to the point where I'm forgetting myself, but I....well I actually kinda do forget myself.
That started I think 3 years ago, and that's when the journals started appearing. Leaving day to day notes to myself, making sure I remembered this or that and y'know my own name.
But, I feel like there's this hole in me y'know? My boyfriend is still with me, he helps. Like a fuckton, keeps me grounded and keeps me from slipping back, for that I'm honestly thrilled to have him in my life.
I just, I want to apologize for not updating in a long as time, I start school Tuesday so I won't be as busy since I'm home schooled now. I'll make sure to write down when I want to update, hopefully twice every week.
I love you guys, this account makes me remember my love for writing, makes me remember all the simple things...
Honestly I feel bad.. I have this DM from someone who I completely forgot, and if you're reading this I'm sorry, I'm genuinely afraid to talk again cause I don't remember you...
Well guys, I'll see you with the next update I guess :)
