The Billionaire's Ex-Wife

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Alison's POV.

"What?"

It was the only word that I could strangle out of my mind. The anger that had lingered silently had now consumed me. How dare he? How dare he ask such thing after what he did?

Blake cleared his throat, reluctantly repeated his words.

"I heard you the first time."I snarled, feeling especially rude at the moment.

He leaned back slightly in his chair, his posture still tense. His lips were pulled back in a watery, thin smile as if it were his last string of hope.

"What is actually wrong with you!"

His eyebrows pinched together, and he inclined his head to the side. Un-fucking believable. He didn't even know what he did wrong!

"You think,"I seethed,"that you have the right to ask me out after what you did to me. You have the actual fucking audacity to ask that!"

Blake's eyed widened in understanding and I fought the urge to storm over and slap some common sense into his idiotic mind. The amount of stupidity he held would always continue to amaze me.

But at the point I was furious that he thought he could even ask such thing without even making much of an effort to gain my forgiveness. The flowers were sweet but they weren't enough to allow me to completely forget what he done to me.

"Alison."he breathed out,"I know what I did was horrible, but is it terrible enough to hate me forever?"

"Are you fucking serious! I cried every damn night! I cried every night, wishing, hoping that you would turn up and did you? No! And I would be the desperate hoe who would crave for your attention every second of the day!"

I hadn't realised I was crying until the wet liquid began to hit my t-shirt, creating a dark patch on the material.

"All you ever did was insult me! About my weight, my appearance! God, Blake I know I'm ugly but you didn't have to rub it into my face every fucking day you know!"

He quickly interrupted, his face etched with hurt,"No, Alison. You're fucking gorgeous! I was young and dumb [A/N: Young, Dumb & Broke anyone? No? Okay, I'll shut up now] , I didn't know what I had till I lost it!"

"And that's my problem now is it?"I snapped,"You messed up Blake, and there is no way in hell we are ever getting back together."

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I had ran from the place once again after my little scene. Pathetic, right? All I can do is just run. Run from my problems. Run from him.

And I hated that. I really did.

I wanted to face him. I wanted to tell him how much he hurt me. I wanted to tell him about every night that I went through crying, and praying for him to notice me other than the woman he was forced to marry.

But I couldn't.

Not without breaking down before him.

Because as much as I told myself that I had moved on, I knew that I hadn't. A part of me would always love him, no matter how much I tried to forget me. He had been my first everything, and our firsts were never easy to forget.

We just needed the right person to fix us. Heal us. Piece together our broken pieces.

And I hadn't found that person yet. I would. But not now. I needed to have hope. But for now.

For now, I needed to try and forget the man who had ruined me.

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Sorry for the short chapter, I'm in a bit of writer's block at the moment. >_<

QUESTION: What's the last thing you ate? (I know, I know, stupid question but I'm dead sleepy at the moment and I really wanna get an update out)
Answer: Chocolate cookies. ;)