There was a loud knock on my door.
I looked at my watch and groaned.
*Whoever the hell they are....*
I sleepily dragged myself out of the comfort of my bed and made my way to the door.
I yanked it opened and yelled.
"Yah! Do you....Sam?!"
I stared at her who was leaning on my door frame. Eyes closed.
"Yah! Do you know what time it is?!"
She smiled and opened her eyes slowly.
"Anyeong!" She giggled. She pushed me aside and went inside my apartment. Strong smell of alcohol reeked when she passed by.
"Are you drunk?" I closed my door and followed her.
She sat on my couch and took of her shoes and placed them on ny coffee table.
"Yah! Are you drunk?!" I asked again.
She giggled and motioned her finger at me..
"Maybe..."
I pinched the bridge of my nose in annoyance.
"Go home Sam..." I said quietly.
She just shooked her head and stood up. She walked towards me. I took a step back.
As soon as she reached me she draped her arms on jy shoulder and leaned over my chest.
I swallowed hard.
"I miss you..." she whispered.
She started to play with the collar of my pj's.
She looked up and pouted.
"You don't wear Pj's.... why now?" She yanked my collar.
"I wasn't wearing one when I was in bed. Before you came."
"Oohh.. too bad I missed it. I missing seeing your chest.." she placed her hand over my chest.
"Sam.."
"I miss your abs too.." as she slowly run her hand down my abs.
"I miss your..."
"Sam!" I grabbed her hand before they reach my pants.
"You're no fun anymore!" She pouted again.
"Come on Sam. I'll take you home."
She shooked her head.
"I wanna stay here...."
"You can't!"
"Why? Are you afraid Woo Bin?" She smirked.
"Of course not!"
She pushed me lightly and started to walk towards my room.
I groaned.
"Sam!" I called out to her.
She turned to me and gave me a small smile.
"Why are you doing this?"
"Why do you think?" She slowly opened one of her buttons.
"This is not funny Sam. Stop playing around!" I yelled at her.
She stopped on the 3rd button and looked at me, her eyes in pain.
"Who said I'm playing around Woo Bin... My head has never been clearer than it is now.." she softly said.
"Sam.."
She closed her eyes. "I love how you say my name. I love how you caress me, cuddle with me. I miss us.."
I can see her lip tremble. She's fighting some unseen tears. I have no words of comfort.
"Do you still think of us? What we had before. Who we were? Do you still think of me Woo Bin.. because I do.. I think of you all the time. Every waking moment, I think of you. Every little things remind me of you, of what we had."
She opened her eyes and tilt her head and smiled sadly.
"What happened to us."
"I don't know..." I answered quietly.
She walked towards me and wrapped her arms on my neck. She pulled me for a kiss. Her kiss was desperate. It was filled with pain. I pushed her off me lightly.
"Make love to me... like we do before... please?"
I didn't answer.
"Woo Bin.. please. I need you! I can't be like this anymore! Why are you doing this to me?! What have I done to deserve this?!" She yelled.
She sat on the floor and cried like I never seen her before. But still no words of comfort came out of my mouth.. only...
"...I'm sorry Sam." I sat beside her and wrapped my arms around her. I let her cried her heart out.
I held her until she got tired and fell asleep.
I carried her to my bedroom and placed her on my bed. I pulled my covers on top her and stood up.
I turned off my lights and was about to leave when I heard her call out my name softly.
I didn't turned back to her. I uncleanched my fist and was about to close the door when I heard my phone ring.
I grabbed my phone from the night table and left my room.
"Yeoboseo?" I answered my phone softly.
"Hi... you're up?" I heard her voice. God I miss her..
"Can't sleep."
"Can't wait to see me?" She teased.
"You have no idea... I miss you.." I said to her.
"I'll be home soon." She whispered to me.
"Can't wait.."
"Why? Is my sister giving you a hard time?"
"Ani... She's here. We had a few drinks. So I told her to sleep over."
"Good.. god knows what she will do.."
I didn't answer. I just looked at my closed door.
"I miss you. I'll be home soon.."
"I miss you too Yeobo..."
