Secret Book of Fanfiction One Shots

[DBH] Connor x Depressed! Male! Reader - Life is Hard

it seems as if all feelings have left me.

what do I feel?

I dont know...

im so lost in my own thoughts

ive been wanting to let it all out but couldn't.

please let me go,

I want to fly away from this neverending pain that grips me ever so tightly.

you were choking me, you held me too tight.

and when I fought from your grasp, you still held on and forced me

it hurts

connor,

I wish you could've known that, but you dont. this only continued
to hurt me. and everything inside me was slowly tearing itself apart

Until one day I was pushed too far, and my will to keep going slipped away.

And I was so fed up with life, and was just simply tired to live.

I'm tired of trying to please everyone.

I'm tired of just being here.

I spent weeks and weeks laying in bed thinking of any significance in life, but I haven't found anything

Connor, I don't wanna be alive.

I don't wanna be alive, at all.

Call me selfish, I don't care, I make my own decisions for myself.

You will be sad, but there are so many people who are out there to love you.

You are loved dearly by everyone.

Then you have me, born at the wrong place and time. having the personality of the 1980s and seeing no actual reason to live

So, I'm sorry it had to be this way, and I know you'll be sad but please move on.

You can try to say no, but I truly, was born at the wrong time and place.

Goodbye Connor.

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Sorry for being dead, I've kinda been playing Red Dead Redemption 2 again to take my mind off of the fact that I've been feeling like shit for an entire month just about, so yeah. Sorry