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Blades

Extra Long Part

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Dianne🧜‍♀️ my hands were trembling, well my hole body was, I felt sick. One foot in front of the other just walk up the stairs without fainting di.
"What room?"
Hunter💪 "erm go into your room, make yourself comfortable and I'll be in in a minute"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ he didn't seem angry at all not like he has before, maybe he did want to talk, I relaxed a little, not much, I sat on my bed waiting for him.
He knocked on the door before coming in but he was holding a pencil case in his hand, what did he need a pencil case for?
"Hey"
Hunter💪 "can I"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ wow why was he being so nice! He was emotional downstairs, he gave me a hug, he answered my question about the room so politely, he knocked on the door, now he was asking if he could sit on my bed!
"Of course!"
Hunter💪 "now I'm not all bad am I! When you do things right I'm okay, aren't I!!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "no, I have never said that you are, promise! You have always said that everything is a punishment and if you do something wrong you deserve punishments" I could feel my mind being brain washed by him, like every time
Hunter💪 "good girl, now why are you pregnant? I want the PROPER response now Dianne!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "because you"
I could feel his eyes widen thinking that I was about to say rape
"Because.. you said that it was a punishment for me telling h-Hollie look no one else knows"
Hunter💪 "I can't believe you think I would be that stupid!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "I d-don't!"
He moved towards me and moved my hair out of my eyes before taking a handful and pulling my ear towards his lips, I winced a tiny bit in pain, I could never show pain because he then new that he was winning
"I h-haven't t-told anyone, I p-promise"
Hunter💪 "what about joe!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ his voice was right in my ear and I felt it all every breath I had pins and needles all over my body
"I haven't told him!"
Hunter💪 "SO HE DOESNT KNOW THAT YOUR FUCKING PREGNANT, NICE ONE!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ he pushed me back onto my bed and i whacked my head in the process "shush they'll hear you! No he doesn't know it's your, he.. well he thinks it was a boy from my old school, please he doesn't know you can call him up now and ask! Please!"
Hunter💪 "get your phone"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I ran downstairs sorting my hair out as I went and wiping my face
Hollie💻 "Di can I borrow you"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "one sec"
Anna💄 "she said now Dianne!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "well she'll just have to wait then won't she"
I grabbed my phone out of my bag and txt joe super quickly 'GO ALONG WITH IT!!!'
I walked back into my old room,
"I have it"
Hunter💪 "pass me your arm"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I rolled up my sleeve and sat down on the bed, I saw a blade out of the corner of my eye, a sharpener that was taken apart with it, I knew what he was going to do
Hunter💪 "now you see this! You need to keep this! Everywhere you go! I can text you and you make a cut! You send me a picture of it once it's done and you do them in a line like a tally so I can keep up! You understand me Di!!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I nodded, it wasn't the first time I had self harmed, when I was first left with Chloe I would, all the scars had pretty much gone over time, they were still there but I could get away with them being animal scratch scars, hunter had seen them before and he just told me that I was doing the right thing.
Hunter💪 "I'll start it off, Dianne who got you all this jewellery then?"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "joe"
Hunter💪 "well then that's going"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "no please! Please I'll take it off I won't wear it again! Please can I keep it"
Hunter💪 "I would love gilet you keep it but it's part of the punishment! I'll keep it safe"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ he put his hand round the necklace and tug at it breaking the chain then he took out the earrings then the ring.
Hunter💪 "oh look how cute is he personalising it"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "what do you mean?"
Hunter💪 "each one apart from the necklace is personalised, don't play thick Di"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "I'm not! Let me see"
Hunter💪 "Oo attitude, one extra cut"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I felt him grab my wrist and start cutting, I recognised the pain, I didn't move, didn't cry, didn't do anything, just sat there, my phone buzzed and I asked if I could look and the compromise was one more line, I nodded
Joe- BABY WHATS UP!? xxx
Dianne- Joesph go along with it!!
Joe- along with what! Dianne babe your scaring me! xxx
Dianne- if you get a phone call go along with it!! Please for me and the baby!!
Joe- has he hurt you! xxx
Dianne- no he said he wouldn't anymore! Please joe
Joe- I will! Send my love to Chloe xxx
Hunter💪 "who was it!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "joe"
Hunter💪 "phone him!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I opened up my phone and quickly deleted all the texts off of my phone and rung him.
Joe- hey babe, everything going alright?
Dianne- yeah it's all going really well, my dad wants a quick word
Joe- okay
Hunter- hello joe it's Diannes dad, hunter
Joe- hello mr Hewitt, how can I help you
Hunter- please call me hunter, now do you know how Dianne got pregnant?
Dianne🧜‍♀️ shit!! Joe please say the right thing PLEASE!!
Joe- she hasn't really gone into much detail but I heard the father of the baby was a boy at her old school, that's all I know, I'm sorry if this hasn't been of much help
Hunter- no joe it's been perfect, thank you I will pass you back to Dianne now, goodbye
Joe- goodbye
Dianne- right I'm going to go now, that was all my aunts dropping me and Chloe off later,
Joe- I'm sorry i didn't know what to say, I just said that he was a boy from your old school, I'm sorry baby, I'm really sorry!
Dianne- aww that's okay, honestly it's fine Zoë doesn't have to take us home again, right bye joe
Joe- bye? Oh wait no you can't talk to me can you, love you baby

Dianne🧜‍♀️ "so, do you believe me now?"
Hunter💪 "I'm just glad that no one knows about me! Right give us your hand"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I held out my hand and he put the blade in there, and he closed my hand and told me to keep it with me forever and when he told me to cut I had to
"Can I just get changed because my tops got blood on it, I'll be down in a second"
Hunter💪 "sure"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ he grabbed my jaw violently
Hunter💪 "you tell NO ONE! Absolutely no one! You understand! It could have gone a whole lot worse today and it still can don't forget I have contacts that are constantly watching every single move you make! You tell one soul and I'll be the one putting you into a coma that you don't wake up from! When we go downstairs we've talked and you sit next to me and you show affection! You understand!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I was scared out of my mind!
"Yes I understand, please can I get changed now"
Hunter💪 "be quick"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I got up and started to take my top off and is knew he was looking, I couldn't say anything though,
Hunter💪 "Dianne babe come here a sec"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I walked over to him feeling more self conscious than I ever had done before, my head hung low as I walked ashamed of my body, I just had my leggings and a sports bra on
Hunter💪 "has anyone ever told you how stunning you are! Baby your beautiful! You never forget that! I love you right now more than I ever have before!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ he pulled me in and started kissing me, he wrapped his arm me, I was so uncomfortable I didn't do anything back
Hunter💪 "thank you baby girl, our little secret, see I do love you, just you wait"

Dianne🧜‍♀️  Just you wait, what did that mean!!I just nodded then ran back to getting ready I had nothing that would fit apart from crop tops so I put one of them on, it looked super weird with my bump so I paired it with a cardigan.

I put the blade on the side completely forgetting to pick it up

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I put the blade on the side completely forgetting to pick it up.

{A/N: So
Q- Do you like BBQ's
A- i love them!
I'm sorry if this was a hard hitting part and I would love you say that it gets easier but who knows? Ugh i just watched fault in our stars for the first time, I know late to the party, IT IS THE BEST!! Honestly I'm not a movie person I have to be on my phone or colouring but I sat and watched the movie for a solid two hours!
Okay}

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