Dorm Room - Harry styles Fanfic

Chapter 40

"What t..time is it?" I asked Niall wiping my eyes.

"Half one" He replied causing me to sigh. "Im gonna grab some water" I told him. "Rose, this dorm is now your dorm too, make yourself at home" Niall smiled causing me to copy.

We both walked into the kitchen and grabbed a glass. Suddenly the front door started banging causing us to jump.

Harry's POV-

"I LOVE YOU!" I yelled hoping for her to turn around smiling, because that's what i was doing, i finally admitted my feelings, infront of everyone, no one was talking as Rose turned around slowly.

My face dropped as Rose wasn't smiling. She didn't even look shocked.

"i don't care" She replied causing me to gasp as she turned back around.

She left me.

She just so easily walked into Nialls car and let him take her away.

My heart dropped, i let her open my guard, i let her so easily knock this wall shield i had built around me, now she doesn't care.

Im not going to give up, i will get her back.

Why are you trying so hard, didn't you hear her?

SHE DOESN'T CARE.

She does care, she does love me, i know she does!

She was just too hurt to admit it, too hurt about seeing Sophie on my lap. 

"Harry what the fuck!" Kelly screamed in my face.

Sophie was long gone and had walked away with another lad around her waist.

"I..i don't know" I replied as i broke.

"You love her?!" Liam asked causing me to nod. I walked past them all and towards my car.

"Oh no you don't!" Kelly yelled. "Don't you think you've hurt her enough Harry? put her through enough pain?" Kelly asked causing my heart to drop.

"Have i really upset her that much?" I asked, not even realizing how much i'd hurt her.

"It wasn't just two weeks ago i heard her crying in her fucking sleep!" Kelly yelled causing me to freeze.

And i wasn't there to hold her.

I was probably the cause of those cries.

"Kelly, please, let me see her" I said, wait, why the fuck am i asking.

"Im coming too then!" She told me, jumping in the passenger seat before i got a word in.

We both drove in silence, all i could think about was her.

Rose.

The way her eyes crinkled when she laughed, the way her voice would crack when she was upset, the way she bit her lip when she didn't want to cry.

She think's i don't know her but i do, i know everything about her.

We dived out my car and up to her's and Kelly's dorm room.

Kelly entered first and gasped. As i entered i thought i was going to have a panic attack.

Her room was empty, the only thing left was my black t-shirt thrown to the floor. The t-shirt she loved to wear.

I picked it up and smelt it, it had her scent lingered on it.

"She's gone Kelly, she's gone!" I yelled, tears threatening to spill from my eyes.

"Oh my god, what have you done!" Kelly said looking at me with pain anger and hurt in her eyes.

what have i done.

We walked out into the living room and Kelly picked up a piece of paper.

I walked over to her, she gasped and held a hand to her mouth, handing me the piece of paper as she cried.