TVD/TO Imagines, Etc.

I See You(Damon)

Angst/Fluff: Vampire!Girl Reader x Damon Salvatore

Imagine Damon being your friend and talking you out of suicide.

Let me recap my my entire life for you, in a nutshell. I was raised in the small Virginia town of Mystic Falls, with my two younger siblings Elena and Jeremy Gilbert. My boyfriend had died of a hereditary blood virus when I was fifteen, and our parents were killed in a car crash when I was eighteen. Since then, we've managed to lose my aunt Jenna and other people who've been in our lives, and we've almost lost each other and our friends countless times. This body count was starting to take a serious toll on me. I then had lost my humanity, and was turned into a vampire by my sister's evil doppelgänger. Even before that, in high school, I was that girl no one liked or trusted, who didn't have real friends or any good relationships. And now, I had just been fired from what I had believed to be my dream job and my life career. And I couldn't even do what I loved anymore, which was practicing medicine, because my sister Elena had gotten my license revoked. Well, really, I did. It wasn't her fault that I, against my better judgement, had allowed her to illegally view a patient's hospital records to find out if they'd been given vampire blood. This mess was all my fault. Because of my stupid decisions and sloppiness, I'd never be able to go anywhere near medicine, or maybe even get another job, since I had broken the law at my last one. Not to mention, I was still drowning in my student loan debt. I wouldn't dare use my compulsion to fix any of this; my dad would never have approved of me taking the easy way out. No way in hell I would do that. At this point, I did what any other depressed and option-less twenty two-year old would; I sat alone in my house, playing a sad song on my guitar while simultaneously crying and drinking straight from a bottle.

"I don't understand how we, got here,
Looking back on who you were,
I don't recognize you,
The games you play just aren't fair,
I'm a fool to let you win them, yes it's true,
I guess I'm not good at listening, when it comes to you,
I thought you were my dream, that came true,
But you are a nightmare,

Baby you ruined my life,
You left me in pieces,
It's way too late, don't you tell me 'put down that knife',
You've pushed me beyond all logic and reason,
I never saw this coming, I had no clue,
I've never hated anyone more, than I hate me for trusting you,
I'm running away,
And I'm not coming back,
I'll face my problems eventually,
But not today,
Had a funeral for my heart,
Guess that makes you a murderer,
Damn right,
You ripped me apart,
I'm ashamed I even think of you, late at night,
I hope that as you cross my mind,
You get hit by a truck,
I'm leaving, don't care about the things I left behind,
As long as one of them is you

You ripped my heart out,
And ate it, Jeffrey Dahmer,
When I think of you I wanna scream and shout,
Maybe I was being dramatic, I feel a little bit calmer,
It's time to grow up,
Stop letting my life blow up,
I'm gonna pick up the pieces that you left for
me,
People need to stop telling me they're worried, about me,
It's starting to bore me,
So more drinks I'm pouring,
It's time to fill my void,
That you drilled into me,
The sound of me gulping down my feelings is music like a symphony,
It's time I accept it,
Our love is dead,
My heart is broken,
My life is over,
I'll never love again,
I chase away every single lover, family member, and friend

It's okay,
I accept I'm a monster,
I'm not sad anymore,
Live to be sad every other day,
But I'll never forget, when you walked out that door,
That was the day my heart stopped loving,
That was the day I realized that life meant nothing