Can I be honest with everyone here? For just a second?
I, don't know how much longer I can post. Like one-shots and other stories. I don't know how.
Now, you may be wondering, why is this? Well it's plain and simple, I'm just not motivated. Sure I get many ideas, and I'm happy to make them! But it just feels, like almost none of you are happy I make them. It just few like you read, and then vote and then leave. And honestly? It's very demotivating.
I know I should write for myself, and I also know you guys love what I make! It just-just doesn't feel like you do.
I published something I really love, it's long and I've worked hard on it. I hope to at least get told once that it was at least ok. And nothing, not a single word. Sure it has a lot of votes, and I'm happy for that! But, words mean more then invisible actions in my opinion. I don't feel like doing anything when I won't know if people liked it or not.
And the worst part is that I feel horrible for making this, because I know you guys actually like what I do! And I feel like I'm up here being so ungrateful for all you've done to me, and for me. But I just can't lie as to why I'm leaving for a bit.
I'm leaving because I have little to no motivation to continue at the moment. I'll give every HC book I have a different "talk". They will all have the same start, but the'll differ after this. No need to hold back anymore, let's do it.
What the fuck happened? I really want to know? What happened when I took that 2 week break? It's suddenly like half of you disappeared, and I'm wondering why? What did I do? Was it even something I did? Or did you guys just lose interest? I don't know.
And to finish this all if I have a few things to say: I love each and everyone here, everyone who's ever commented, voted or just look at a chapter I love you all. And I'm so sorry for just leaving you now (it's only temporary, so I'll be back eventually) but I just can't continue like this at the moment.
I hope you all have wonderful days and lives. I Love you all, so have a wonderful time everyone!
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The Red Moon Always Shines
FanfictionWarnings before you read this: This does involve shipping, so of you don't like that then don't read this. There will be torture involved in this and also mentions of abuse and similar stuff to that, so if you don't like that then don't read this. A...