Explosive Angel ( Bakugou x Reader )

Why

    After we got back to the hotel I put the envelope of pictures in my bag. There was no way I was going to risk loosing those. We got enough for the whole class plus a couple of teachers to have a copy. I can't wait to show Aizawa the picture. He's going to be proud of us for taking down the number four hero.

    " Glad you finally opened up to someone else about your mother's death. It shows that you are finally accepting it."

    " I have already accepted it."

    " No you have allowed the knowledge to be engrained in your mind. You still are hoping that it's not true which is shown from your keeping the event a secret." Is it really that bad to hope all of this is not real? Is it really that bad to want to wake up to my old house and sneak out of the house for school?

    " I'm sorry." I hang my head down. " You've had to keep this whole thing a secret for so long all because I didn't want it to be true." I can feel the tears running down my face. I hear him drop something when I suck in a breath, trying to keep myself from making any noticable crying sounds.

    " Oh god I've broke her." I hear him mutter. Guess he's still not used to tears.

    " I'll be ok in a minute. You don't have to worry about me. Just go take your shower." I say wiping my eyes.

    " Oh no you don't." He say picking me up and startling me. He lays me on the bed and covers me up. " I am not leaving you alone when the water is coming out of your eyes." He then proceeds to get in the bed and hug me. " You deal with these emotions as long as you need to. You heard what Best Jeanist said. If you keep them inside when they come out they might come out in a way that hurts others. I know if that happens you will feel very bad and then I'll have to deal with this on an even greater scale later so we are doing this here and now. "

    He sounded angry but worried at the same time. A scary combination for him so I listened. I let everything I kept hidden from everyone, including Me. Aizawa who would probably have understood. Everything from how losing my mom had been my worst fear after my father had left us to how when I walked in and she hadn't responded to everything all that fear came rushing to the front. I even told him the reason he died and how I felt betrayed at the thought that she didn't want to tell me.

    He listened to every word even through all of the tears. During times when I had to stop to breathe I could tell how much he wanted to make the pain go away but couldn't. It makes me wonder why he is so angry on the outside but that's a question for a time when I'm not so broken.

    " And that brings us to here. That's why I didn't want many people to know. If they knew it would bring everything rushing back in a sea of pity. They would assume my father was watching me but he abandoned me and mom when she lost her hearing. Why would I want everyone to know how pitiful I am?"

    " Why wouldn't you want everyone to know how strong you are?" What? " You were strong enough to hold all of this in without breaking down at the drop of a hat. Not to mention during those 6 years of your father being gone you took care of yourself and your mother. You started doing that at 9. During that time you also trained yourself to use your quirk and learned sign language so you and your mother could communicate. You're not pitiful y/n. You're probably stronger than most of the class."

    " Who are you and where has Bakugou gone." He glared at me.

    " I'm trying to be nice and you're creeped out by it. This is why I'm not nice to people." He snapped. I laughed at his reaction and hugged him.

    " I know. Thank you Bakugou. You're a good friend. I'm glad you're my friend." I say with a yawn.
Bakugou

    " I know. Thank you Bakugou. You're a good friend." She yawned. " I'm glad you're my friend." I could hear her drifting off to sleep even though her arms were still draped around me. What am I supposed to do know? I was going to shower but now I can't. If I move too much she'll wake up.

    I grabbed my phone and started scrolling through today's messages in the group chat. I had muted them earlier so I wouldn't be annoyed by the constant vibration coming from my phone.  It seems they all had an eventful last day. Well except for Yaoyorozu. She apparently got roped into another modeling gig.

    I felt the girl clutching onto me start move. Maybe she'll let go now. Nope, she is getting closer. What am I a teddy bear? She was mumbling something in her sleep. How is she already in that deep of a sleep. I haven't been scrolling that long have I?

    " No don't hurt him?" Don't hurt who? Should I wake her up? Why do I have so few experiences with this sort of thing? " Take me instead." What the fuck is she doing sacrificing herself for this person? Who is he to be so important to her?

    Her grip around me tightened. Is that creep actually taking her or is he taking whoever she was trying to save? Oh my God this is painful. How is this small girl so strong?

    After a while she calmed down and released the death grip settling for the much more comfortable hug. Wait, this isn't a comfortable position. What am I thinking? Why is my body also feeling exhausted?

    I check the time on my phone and yawned the moment I realized it was after eleven. No wonder my body has fallen asleep. I can't get to the couch though. I guess the only option I have is to share the bed. I really don't want to do that though. Are we even close enough for it not to be weird?

    My last thoughts as I shimmy down into a laying position is, I'm going to die when she wakes up. I work my way into a comfortable position and try to fall asleep. At least I'll be comfortable before I die.