Lauren Jauregui Imagines

She won't let her go

Y/n's POV

For almost a year, I have being seeing Lauren Jauregui, yes she is from the former group Fifth Harmony and no I'm not dating her nor am I in a relationship with her, why? well because she's married to the one and only Dinah Jane Hansen. Allow me to introduce myself, my name is Y/n Y/m/n Y/l/n and I'm 24 years old and I'm from Miami, Florida. I met Lauren in a local bar one night, we started chatting and she told me that she caught her wife cheating on her with a guy, in the beginning I would give her advice on what to do, then some how it turned into a one night stands, after six months of meeting in the hotel, I fell for her....hard, when I confessed to her, she told me that she was gonna leave her wife and I stupidly believed her, months went by and she was still with her so I decided to ask her if she really is gonna leave her if she's not then I'm gonna end it and move on with my life.

It is 8:45 at night, I still have 15 minutes left to myself before she comes so I stood on the balcony, smoking a cig to ease my nerves and go over what I'm gonna to say to her. Once I finished my cig, I went inside the bathroom to brush my teeth, when I came out there was a knock on the door so I took a deep breath and opened the door. Lauren quickly walked inside and closed the door behind her, while I took a sit on the chair, "hey babe" she says as she began to unbutton her blouse but I stopped her, "we're not doing that tonight" I said, she snapped her head up and looked at me confused, "what do you mean? what are we doing then?" she asked, I sighed, sat up straight and respond, "WE are gonna talk and sort out some things". Lauren nodded her head and re-button her blouse then she sat down on the bed, facing me, "so what's up?" she asked, "it's been four months Lauren, I need to know if you really are going to leave your wife" I said, Lauren sighed and said, "it's not that easy Y/n", "just answer the question" I simply said, "you don't understand ok?, Dinah and I--- we have been together for 8 years, married for three well four in a couple of weeks, I can't just leave her just like that and let go of what we had...it's really hard plus she doesn't know I know that she cheated on me " she says, I nodded my head since I have my answer, "ok" I said then I went to grab my bag, "wait..what are you doing?" she asked as she stood up, "I'm leaving" I said, "oh come on Y/n, I-I am going to leave her, I-I will, you just going to have to..give me some time please" she pleaded as she tried to grab my hand, I know I should have pulled away right then but I couldn't, I was too in love with her, I sighed and said, "ok fine Lo, I'm gonna give you another month, if you are still with her, I'm moving on", she nodded her and pulled me into a hug, then we spent the rest of our time, cuddling and watch movies, then she had to go back home.

~~~A month later~~~

I sat on the couch in my living room, watching E true Hollywood show where the host was talking about how Lauren and her wife were spotted celebrating their 4th year anniversary at a fancy restaurant, tears were falling down cheeks as I continue to watch it, then suddenly the camera man got a shot of them kissing, "aaghhh" I screams as I threw my remote at the TV, instantly breaking it, I just sat there for an hour crying until eventually I fell asleep. I woke up when I heard my phone ring, I groan when my head was pounding and my eyes were hurting, I grabbed my phone and see that Lauren was calling me, I rolled my eyes and set it down on the coffee table then I went upstairs to take a nice long hot shower. Twenty minutes later I got out and got dressed then I went down stairs, grabbed my phone, bag and left my house to go to the hotel. Thirty minutes later, I arrived at the hotel, I got out and walked into the hotel, to the front desk, "how can I help you ma'am?" asked the receptionist with a smile, "I was wondering if  there's a key for me, Y/n Y/l/n?" I asked, the receptionist checked in her stacks of envelope then she shook, "I'm sorry ma'am there's none" she said, "ok well I would like to have a room on the first floor please" I said, I paid for the room once I got the card, I texted Lauren the room number, then I walked to the room and waited for her to show up.