Lauren Jauregui Imagines

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Y/n POV

     Hello my name is Y/n Y/l/n, I'm 20 years old and Lauren Jauregui is my girlfriend for eight months now. We met at my brother's foot ball game, she got shoved into me by a douche which made her spill her drink all over my shirt. I tried telling her that bit was okay but she kept apologizing, she even followed me all the way to my car to get my extra shirt. Ever since that day we started texting each other and FaceTime every night before we go to sleep, after four months, I asked her to be my girlfriend and she said yes, it was the happiest day of my life only there was one thing, she was still in the closet. I'm not gonna lie, it always hurts when she introduces me to her friends and family as a friend and the end of the day she would apologize and say she's not ready to come out yet so eventually I will forgive her.

     Today was the day that she was going back on tour and for the past few weeks she kept begging me to come with her, I tried telling her that I didn't want to go but in the end she won, so now I was getting dropped off at the airport by my dad, "have fun sweetie and don't fall behind on school work" says my dad, I was taking online classes for college, " I will and I won't dad, but love you" I tell my dad as I got out of the car and head inside. Fifteen minutes later,I hear my name being called so I looked up and see Lauren running towards me, I quickly got up and opened my arms for her to run into. "I missed you so much babe" she whispers in my ear then she slightly pulls away, she kept looking at my lips and licking hers, I know she wanted to kiss me so bad but couldn't. I smiled at her but then quickly let go when I see her parents walking towards us, "good morning Mike and Clara, how are you?" I says as I shook their hands. "good morning Y/n, I'm fine, just still a little tired" Mike responds, "I hear you" I say to him, "well, I'm doing good this morning, I'm just glad you're going with them Y/n, you're such a good friend to my baby" says Clara, ouch. "Yeah...that's me...A good "Friend"", I say as I look at Lauren, she just nodded her head and smiled. Just when the other girls arrived, our flight was called so they hugged their families good-bye then we boarded the plane.

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    We've been on tour for three months now and it's been a lot of fun, only thing is that Lauren and I didn't have that much time to spend with each other because of fans, girls always around and what upsets me the most is that she doesn't want the girls to know about us either. It kinda makes look like we are just friends which I'm really sad about and makes me think that we shouldn't be together so when I talk about it with Lauren, she would tell me that she will come out soon because she didn't want to lose me and of course I have my doubts about it but I love her so. Once they were done with the concert tonight, the girls wanted to go to a club, "you girls can go, I have an assignment due so I'm just gonna stay in the room and finish that" I told the girls, "awe come on y/n/n, party with us, have some fun" says Normani, "I'm sorry but I just don't want to" I tell her, Dinah groans "Ralph, talk some sense to your friend and get her to come with us" she says.

    I lost it when I heard the word friend again, "I said I don't want to ok?! now leave me alone and go out and have fun" I said raising my voice then I stormed out the dressing room, leaving the girls shocked by my outburst. Just when I walked around the corner, I felt a hand grab my wrist, making me stop, "what the hell was that about?" asked Lauren , I took a deep breath, "nothing ok, I'll apologize to them tomorrow" I said, I was about to walk away but this time she got in front of me. "no it's not nothing babe...it's because she said friend isn't it? " she said, "I know you're not ready but why can't they know about us?...it kinda looks like you're ashamed of me" I sadly said, she sighs and says "I'm not ashamed of you baby and I'm so sorry for making you feel that way...believe me, I want to tell them but I'm just afraid of what they're gonna say or feel disgusted".

     "If they are really your best friends than they would support us and be happy....but if you feel like that then I'm just gonna stop " I said, she looked at me confused, "stop what?" She asked, "I'm gonna stop pressuring you...have fun tonight but just don't do anything stupid" I said, I looked around to make sure that no one was around then I kissed her passionately, it made us moan because it's been a while since we last kissed. Once she pulled away, she started to pout, "can you please come with us to the club...please for me?" She says giving me the puppy eyes, as much as I didn't want to go, her adorable puppy face is making me give in, I playfully glared at her but it just made her look more like a lost puppy so I rolled my eyes and said, "ugh, fine!..but only for two hours because I really want to finish my assignment", she squealed and started dragging me back to the dressing room. Once the girls forgave me for my behavior, we went back to the hotel to put on our best outfits and then we were off to the club.