Lauren Jauregui Imagines

Long Distant

This goes to TwoShotsOfVodka
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    Hi my name is Y/n Y/m/n Y/l/n, I'm 20 years old and I live in England. Also I'm dating Lauren Jauregui for eight months now, we met when fifth harmony performed here. Lauren hasn't come out of the closet also So we had to keep our relationship a secret which I'm perfectly fine with it, because our relationship is long distance. We visit each other every once in a while but we had to stay indoors due the paparazzi being around, sometimes I wish we could go out and have a date night, hold hands and kiss but we can't, I wasn't gonna rush her into coming out so I'm waiting for her to be ready. Lately Lauren has been distant from me, she hardly calls, text or FaceTime me for almost three weeks now, but she tells me that she's been stressing a lot from working on an album, doing promotions, and doing tours which I understood so I let it go.

   One day I decided to call her in FaceTime her, I was so happy when she answered, "hi baby!, How are you?" I asked excitedly, "I'm fine, just working on the album, is there something you want?" She asked a little harshly , "no, I just wanted to see your face and I hope you aren't over working yourself" I said feeling a little hurt. "I have to get this album finished so don't worry about me, I can take care of myself ok!" She yelled a little making me jump. "What's your problem? I just wanted to talk to you" I snapped, "I'm fine!, I'm under a lot of pressure about getting this album done on time, I don't have time to talk about anything so just leave me alone!" She shouted. Tears were starting to form in my eyes, "is that really what you want?" I asked, " yes!, I can't deal with another person breathing down my neck right now alright?! " she shouted as she rubbed her temples, "FINE!!" I screamed then I slammed my computer shut before she could say anything else.  

   It's been one week since our first argument, she's been trying to call me nonstop since then but I was still upset with her so i ignored her, and focus on my studies on becoming a medical assistant. When I was on my way back home, my phone vibrated so I checked it and it was a notification stating that fifth harmony was coming to perform in England in two days, I sighed as I closed my phone and continued walking back home. Once I arrived home I went up to my room and put my stuff away then I grabbed my clothes and took a shower.

    A few minutes later I walked out, drying my hair with the towel, once I was done, I hear my laptop ringing so I went to check then I see Lauren trying to FaceTime me. I took a deep breath and answered it, "hey babe, I've been trying to call you all week" she whispered, "I was busy with my studies" I answered, "you've been ignoring me...I'm so sorry I snapped at you the other day, please forgive me...I just been so stress but that doesn't give me the right to take it out on you like that" she said quietly, I shrugged, "I have to study" I said as I got out my books, "please look at me" I hear her say so I looked up and see her eyes grey and welling up with tears, "I'm sorry babe...do you think you can come see me in two days? I'll be performing in England, and I want to clear some things up with you about what's been going on" she said. "I don't know if I can Lauren because I have a big test on that day" I said, which made her frown. " please try and make it babe, I want to see you so bad" she said pouting, I sighed and nodded my head, then I see her yawning so I told her to sleep, she tried protest but in the end she finally gave in so we said good night and ended the call.

   Two days later, here I am waiting for the big test to start, Lauren kept texting me about when I'm gonna come by but I kept replying that I was still in class waiting for the test. A two hours later I was finally done with class so I decided to go see my girlfriend at the venue since I miss the show but at least I'll get to see her when she heads back to the hotel, so I stood outside with the fans and the paparazzi. Soon the fans started screaming the girls' names when they walked out the door, I started to scream for Lauren's name but she couldn't hear me but then I stopped when I saw the rapper Ty Dolla $ign walking towards Lauren and held her hand. My heart broke when I see her looking at him with love in her eyes, then suddenly they KISSED!!, I started to cry and ran away. I kept wiping away the tears from my eyes but more kept coming out, my heart was in millions of pieces because of her. My phone started to ring so I checked it only to find out that it was Lauren which made me cry even more. I denied it and put it back in my pocket, then the message tone pinged so I checked it once more.