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  "Lauren, please just stay home with me tonight" my girlfriend pleaded, "can you please not go there again?..it's just a fucking party I'll be back late..good-bye" I said as I went out the door. She has been begging me for almost three months now and I'm getting tired of it, I would rather go out and have fun than just stay home and watch boring movies. I just wish she could just let me be instead of annoying me all the time.

~~~A few months later ~~~

   I groaned as I tried to open my eyes but the bright light was hurting me, after a couple blinks, I finally adjusted to it. I looked around and realized that I was in the hospital, which made me confused. Soon the door opened and the doctor walks in, "oh hey, you're awake" she said with a smile, "what happened?" I whispered because my throat was dry, the doctor gave me a sip of water which I was grateful for. "You were brought in here by your friend I believe, you were close to alcohol overdose, but you were lucky, we pumped out the alcohol, and you were in a coma for only four days" she said.

   "where's my girlfriend?" I said as I looked around once more, "I'm sorry miss, but no one except your sister has been here" she said, I got upset when the doctor told me that my own girlfriend hasn't been here, "but she's on my emergency list" I said, "miss the only person that's on your list is your sister" she responded, just then the door open once more, I looked towards the door and see my sister standing there, "Lauren!" She cried, running to me. "hey monkey" I said as I hugged her, she pulled away just so she could slap my arm, "what the fuck were you thinking?" She yelled, but I ignored her, " where's y/n?" I asked, she looked down and said, "she's in a meeting downtown", "and yet she never visited me once" I said as I was starting to get mad, the doctor left to give us some privacy.

   After thirty minutes of talking, "Here I am, laying in bed in a fucking hospital and she never even-" I was cut by the door, I look at see y/n standing there. I glared at her but she gave me a blank face, "I'll leave you two alone" said Taylor and she left, y/n walked in and stood at the foot of the bed with the same expression. "So you finally decide to come see me after four fucking days!" I said still glaring at her, she just stood there. "say something!! " I shouted, "why do you even want me here? It's not like you've ever notice me nowadays" she responds, "you're my fucking girlfriend!!! You're suppose to be by my side when I wake up!!, And yes I notice you everyday!!" I yelled.

  " Really??! " she shouted taking me by surprise, "did you notice that I'm never at the house?, Did you notice that none of my clothes is in your closet?" She said then she started to pull down her shirt on her left shoulder, revealing a big bruise. My eyes begin to get watery, "did you notice this?, What about these?" She said as she showed me all of her bruises on her body, I remained quiet because I was afraid to know the answer if I asked her about it. "Of course you don't because you gave them to me!!" She yelled, making me cry. Suddenly she went into the bathroom, she came out a few minutes later with a wet wash cloth, she begin to wipe off the makeup on her left cheek. I gasped when I saw a faint cut, "I bet you don't remember giving me this the night you tried to rape me when I denied you" she said.

   "I'm so sorry baby" I cried, "Sorry is not gonna help you this time Lauren, you're not the same person that swept me off my feet, I'm gonna say this once more, I'm done with your bull shit, I'm done with you, and I don't want to see you again, Good bye" she said as she walked towards the door, "No!, Please don't leave me! I'm sorry, I swear I'll change please!, Please!" I cried after her, but she ignored me and left the room. "Y/N!!!!" I screamed as I cried loudly. It's been three months since I left the hospital and since last saw my y/n, I've been an emotional wreck without her, I tried calling and texting her but she blocked me, I looked around the house just thinking about how my life was before I started drinking.