It's too late

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Y/n's POV

"I'm so sorry y/n but I can't do this anymore" Lauren cried as we sat on the couch. My heart broke into a million pieces when she said that, "why?" I asked, as I held her hand. "We're not working anymore, I don't feel the spark like I once did before" she sadly, I held in my tears as I nodded my head. Lauren had never seen me cry before for the past three years because I didn't have a reason to cry, but I'm not gonna show it now. "Ok...I want to fight for us but since your spark for me is gone...there's nothing I can do" I said, she looked down and slowly nodded her head, "I'm so sorry Y/n, I really did loved you". Ouch.

I let go of her hand and stood up from the couch, Lauren looked at me confused, "guess I'll go pack my stuff then huh?" I said, my voice cracked a little at the end but I quickly cleared my throat and walked towards the stairs. A few minutes later, Lauren walked in the room with puffy red eyes, she sat on the bed as I packed my clothes. "You don't have to go Y/n, you can stay here until you find a place of your own" she said, I shook my head and said "it's best if I go now Lauren, I don't want to be here any longer", I look at her and see that she had her face covered with her hands, her shoulders were shaking as she cried softly.

I sighed as I zipped up my last bag and said "I'm gonna be alright lo, I just need time to accept this, I got a friend who's gonna let me stay at her place for awhile", "I'm so sorry y/n, I didn't mean to hurt you" she cried, "it's part of life lo, you hurt for awhile but eventually you'll find love again" I said. I didn't want to because she's gonna be my one and only love, but she can't can't know that. Later I put my last bag in the trunk and I closed it, I looked at Lauren as she stood by the door, I swallowed the lump in my throat, tears were forming in my eyes, then I quickly ran to her, she also did the same, then I picked her up as I hugged her tight. I finally let my tears fall as I continue to hug her, "you're crying" she said surprisingly when we pulled away, I chuckled softly as I wiped them away, "take care of yourself Lauren" I whispered, she kissed me one last time then I got in my car and drove away.

Lauren POV

I cried loudly as I watched her drive away and out of my life. Soon I walked back inside, the house was too quiet now, no more sounds of laughter, running or music playing. I cried more when memories of us played in my head, from the day we met in the beach, to dancing in the living room, and cuddling on the couch or bed as we talk about our day. I didn't want to break up with her, she was perfect for me but I was too scared so I had to, soon I laid in bed and cried myself to sleep. The next day I woke up with a headache, so I took some painkillers then I jumped a little when I heard my phone ringing, I cleared my throat before I answered it, "Hello?"
Phone Convo.

Ally: hey sweetie, so how did it go?

Me: I didn't tell her and I broke up with her

Girls: WHAT?!

Me: I was scared okay? I figured I break up her first before she does.

Dinah: Ralph, what did you say?

Me: I told her that I no longer felt sparks and that I really did "loved" her

Normani: oh Lauren, what if she was happy about the...decision you made?

Dinah: yeah Lauser...I mean you did say you were ready for this

Me: yeah, but how was I suppose to tell her that I'm pregnant because I got inseminated a few days ago. I didn't include her when I made this decision.

Ally: but you said that Y/n always wanted to have a family with you.

Dinah and Normani: yeah

Me: what have I done?...I need to get her back...I gotta go

I quickly hung up and dialed Y/n's number but it went straight to voicemail. "Baby please call me back, I lied, I still love you, I still feel the sparks. I was just scared because I got inseminated a few days ago. Scared that you would break up with me but I'm not scared anymore because I want you to be the mommy to our baby. Yes I'm pregnant baby, so please come home" I said then I ended the call.

I waited and waited for Y/n to call but she didn't, I was about to cry again when my phone started to ring, I quickly grabbed it and saw Y/n's name flashing, I smiled and answered the call. "Baby, I'm so happy you called back" I said excitedly, "um..I'm sorry I'm not the owner of this phone, I'm with the paramedics" said the person, "oh my.. what happened?...where is the owner?" I asked confused, the person sighed and says "she's on her way to the hospital" my heart literally stopped beating when she said that.

"Wh-wh-what?" I asked, "She's been involved in a traffic accident, a semi truck tipped over in the middle of the free way, causing the vehicle to crash into it, I'm not sure but I believe her car was in the middle of the wreck" she said, right now my tears were falling, "I'm sorry miss...I'll have her stuff at the hospital, so you can pick them up..just ask for my name which is Camila Cabello" she said, "Thank you, I'm on my way now" I said. I quickly ran downstairs, grabbed my keys and headed out the door to the hospital. I hope it's not too late.

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A/N:
Here's another chapter, I hope you like it
Comment if you want part two so I can get started on it.
Also should I continue with the seasons?? 🤔🤔
Until next time ✌❤

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