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CW
Smoking



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// Wilbur POV //
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Have you ever wondered why someone does something stupid?
Like, why they'd jump off a bridge if someone told them...
Or, why someone would hit a wolf on purpose? Or just...
Why they talk to you?


I sat in my room slumped over my bed with a cigarette hanging loosely in my mouth, everything is just so stressful right now I feel like I forget to breathe... 
I hardly even sleep or eat anymore, I just stress over things and smoke to "Calm myself."

I heard a knock on my door and I looked over at it taking the cigarette out of my mouth, exhaling smoke, "Come in..."

My door opened as I looked back down to the ground, puffing my cigarette.
"Wil...?" I heard Quackity shut the door behind him and walk over to me, I exhaled the smoke onto the stone floors and looked up at Q.

"Hey... what's up..."
He sat down next to me and rested his head on my shoulder, "Just checking up on you..."

I moved my arm around him and held his arm pulling him closer to me, "I'm fine, are you okay?"
I took my cigarette out of my mouth and looked over at him, blowing smoke in the opposite direction near the head of my bed.

"Mhm, I'm even better now that I'm with you..." I could hear how relaxed he was just resting on my shoulder, the fact that he was so comfortable it made me blush, but I don't understand why he does... well...

I don't understand why he... likes me.
What's there to like about me?

Nothing.

"Wil...?"

I looked back down at him and softly smiled, "Q?"

"Did you sleep okay?" I felt his hand find its way to my back and gently rub it.

"Oh... uhm... yeah, I slept well..."
I looked away from him and back down at the floor, I didn't want to stare at him when I lied to his face...

"Wil... why are you lying to me?"
He moved closer to me and nuzzled his head more on my shoulder, "I'm not... I would never lie to you..."

That was a lie...

"Amor, is something on your mind?"
My breath hitched as I tensed up, why does he always have to do this to me...
Make me feel warmer than a fucking fire and redder than a tomato...

"Not... no, I just..." I couldn't put words together that would make him think everything was okay at this point...
"Are you tired?"

I shook my head and held him closer, "No, I'm fine."
"I didn't ask if you were fine, I asked if you were tired."

"I'm not..."

"Why do you sound tired?" He moved closer to me and wrapped his arms around my neck, "If you wanna go to bed you should go to bed."

"No... I'm fine Q, I promise-"

"No~ you're going to bed," He pushed me down onto the pillows and laid on top of me keeping me down.
"Q- I need to-"

"What do you need to do, sit on your bed sulking? Why not sleep and let me cuddle you?"
He cuddled me closer and rested his head on my chest, "But..."

"No buts, you're gonna go to bed and I'm gonna cuddle you, and that's that, amor"





"Why do you do this..."
I mumbled as I held him close.

"What do you mean? Why do I cuddle you?"

I nodded my head and he took a deep breath, "'Cause I love,"

"But... why do you love me..."

"Because I love you. You're just a loveable person."



"No, I'm-"

"Yes, you are."

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-Word Count: 562-

Hello~
Thank you all for 4k reads and over 200 votes...
what the fuck :D

I have DND later today...
My character died last time to Krampus-
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She lost her will to live anyway =.=

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Make sure to eat something and drink your holy water >:D

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