I didn't think it was going to end like this.. Louis hates me now and I don't blame him.
I'm currently sobbing on my pillow and just screaming wishing I could take everything back, but I can't at least not anymore.
I wiped my eyes and went inside the bathroom, my mirror was broken from when I punched it and there were still pieces of glass everywhere. I picked one piece up. "I guess it's time to do your magic." I said.
I cut three lines on my wrist and four on each thigh. I never thought I would become this..this monster. I've lost somebody that means so much to me and there's nothing I could do about it. If only I wasn't in love with him everything would be ok.
"Hey..Harry a-are you ok in there?" Niall suddenly asked.
"Y-yeah Ni i'm fine."
"Are you sure, do you want me to come in there?"
"N-no Niall i'm f-fine." My voice cracking at the end obviously stating that I wasn't fine.
"Harry, if you don't come out and talk to me i'll just go in."
Oh shit.. I quickly put away the razor and started picking up the broken glass and throwing it in the trash. "Be right out Niall." I said as I put on all my bracelets again.
I look at my face one last time in the mirror..this is what you are..broken.
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If Only You Knew (Larry Stylinson)
FanfictionIt hurts to see the one you love with someone else. To see them smiling with someone that isn't you. To see them kiss and hug someone right in front of you and they don't realize that you're there wishing they would kiss you instead. The feeling in...
