Dolan twins // imagines ♡

Bad news

So recently the content I've been uploading has been so crap it's unbelieveable. I feel so awful for allowing myself to put those shitty ideas up for you guys.

Everything's starting to make sense to me now and I never noticed it before. I think I'm going into depression.

I looked up all of signs and I just about match up to them.i haven't been eating, I lose focus every minute someone talks to me, I'm not myself anymore. I can feel my bones getting weaker. I have high blood pressure and low sugar levels which isn't helping my case. I used to have this issue where id have panic attacks when I thought of the stupidest things. My anxiety keeps playing up. I can't even say bless you to someone who sneezes. I don't want to talk to anyone anymore. My mum hasn't been talking to me the way she used to. I haven't talked to anyone about this before.

I have trust issues. Like I can't just tell any random person about it. Especially without breaking down into tears. My friends are really helpful but I sometimes feel pressured.

I won't stop writing the book but I just wanted to let you know that the content won't be as good. I hope it won't make a huge difference. I'm sorry guys :'((

I love you all very much and I feel so bad. I promise I'll try my best.

Jordyn Xx