Dolan twins // imagines ♡

You have an illness ♡

Ethan:

You've been suffering from depression for two years. Your parents both died in a car accident two years ago. You live with your grandma in her small house.

"Honey, wake up." Your grandma lightly shook you.

"I'm going to the grocery store. Stay safe." She left you.

You got up and quickly washed and threw on some leggings and a sweatshirt with your coat and a scarf.

You looked in the mirror.

God, why do I have to be so ugly?

Why can't I look like those other girls?

I don't wanna live like this anymore.

These suicidal thoughts started running through your mind. You knew when this happened, you had to leave the house so you locked the front and walked to the local park.

You and your parents used to take strolls there everyday. When you were a baby, they would bring you there and push you in the stroller until you fell asleep. It brought back all the good memories.

It was about 8:00am and not many people were in the park. That's the way you liked it. You hadn't been in school for two years so you'd been doing online school.

You felt a waterfall of tears coming so you buried your head in your knees and curled up.

Stop crying. You're only making a fool out of yourself.

Sunderland you felt someone's presence next to you. You slowly look up to see a boy around the same age as you staring at the floor.

"Having a bad day?"

You didn't speak.

"Me too." He said.

You looked up and sympathetically smiled.

"I'm Ethan." He shook your hand.

"Y/n." You wiped your face with your sleeve.

"How bout we go get some Starbucks? My treat." The boy got up and held out a hand for you.

You walked into starbucks and ordered your drinks.

"So why so sad?" He stared at you with his big hazel eyes.

You sighed.

"Life." You answered. You sipped on your coffee trying to hold back more tears.

Ethan lightly touched your hand.

"You can tell me."

You glanced at him to see a smile slightly form.

From that day on, you would meet Ethan in the park and talk about how depression is taking over your life. But then again, it seemed as if the weight was being taken off your shoulders. Ethan would take you to funfairs and you'd just become absolute kids again. He would invite you over to his family's house and they'd treat you as if you were their own daughter. You introduced them to your grandmother and they became great friends. Everyday you woke thinking fuck depression.

Grayson:

You and your best friend were waiting in the line to meet your ultimate faves, the Dolan twins. You'd been watching them since they began. It was the most exciting moment of your life.

"Oh my god. Look how skinny she is." You heard a girl behind you mutter.

You suffer from anorexia. You were born with it and there's no way to fix it. You've had to go to constant doctors appointments because you're so skinny that you could die. You've been put on life support over 7 times and it all just makes you feel worse when people make comments. You've always been a happy person but this bullshit really gets you down.

"She should really eat something." Another girl said, this time staring at your legs.

Your friend looked at them with a glare.

"Your next up." The security guard told you.

You felt your heart beat out of your chest as you saw the twins laughing about something.

Make this count y/n.

You walked into the room with a huge smile plastered across your face and ran up to Ethan and Grayson.

Grayson held his arms out to you and he twirled you around.

Next, you hugged Ethan as tight as possible.

"What's your name beautiful?" Grayson asked looking down at you.

"Y/n. Oh my god I can't believe you called me beautiful. I love you both so much!" You fangirled.

"Awh I love you more." Ethan said.

"No I love her more!" Grayson argued back.

They started bickering like little kids until you and your friend burst into a fit of laughter.

"Do you want pictures?" Grayson asked.

"Yes please." You smiled.

You stood in between the both and then and they hugged you warmly. Both of them kissed your cheeks in the other picture.

"Thankyou so much."

"Anytime sweetie."

"Oh shit. I forgot to give you this." You said, pulling out your diary.

"What's this?" Ethan asked in confusion.

"It's my diary since I was 12 years old. I suffer from anorexia." You said, looking down at your small legs.

Grayson suddenly pulled you into a tight embrace.

You felt tears streaming down your face.

"I just want you to know how much you've helped me. If it wasn't for you, I don't think I'd be here today."

"Awh don't say that." Ethan comforted you.

"It's true. I was suicidal. I was a mess." You choked a bit.

"Well we love you so much." Grayson wiped your tears with his thumb.

"I love you both too."

You waited for your friend to finish and then you left. You were in a restaurant when your Twitter started blowing up.

You read the tweet that everyone was tagging you in.

"@GraysonDolan: does anyone know y/n's Twitter account?"

"Oh my fucking god!" You scream,

"What's wrong?" Your friend looked at you in shock.

You just stared at your phone. You couldn't talk.

"Y/n!!!!!!!! He likes you wtf?!" Your friend cries.

You start hyperventilating mentally.

Then it popped up on your screen.

'Grayson Dolan followed you+"

You tweeted out random crap at first and then thanked him.

"Hi gorgeous." Grayson dmed you.

"Hey Grayson :)" you replied. You and your friend decided on heading home. You belted out your fave tunes in the car and talked about how Grayson likes you.

You and Grayson talked for a couple months before meeting again. He asked you to be his girlfriend and he helped you throughout your illness. You had never been so happy.

I've been talking to a lot of you lately, and you're all so amazing. Hearing the different situations you suffer is just so sad and I just want you to all know that I'm here for you. I've become great friends with so many people and I'm so grateful for them all. It's so cool that we are from different cultures and countries yet the twins have brought us all together. 💓💓💓