Dolan twins // imagines ♡

Rant (you dont have to read)

Okay so I really can't hold this in anymore. I feel like just ranting to someone but I know that if I tell my friends they'll judge me. I feel like I can trust you guys.

I'm just gonna go on a little rant about my life atm.

So right now I'm meant to be studying because I have an exam tomorrow and I'm gonna fail but I don't give a shit because I'm too worried about boys. Yes fucking boys that play around with your heart. tbh I hate them in general. First they wanna get with you and then they're like nah I like your best friend instead.

I liked this guy and now he called my friend cute and shit and now he's flirting with her the fucking time. It's as if I don't exist or something???? God I just hate them. I've had trust issues because of them but fr I hate boys so much. We shouldn't have to chance our looks just to impress them *she says as she slaps on mascara*. Boys can go suck a dick for all I care. I've gone out with this guy and ugh we broke up cause we didn't talk that much  and then he liked me but now he obvs as a crush on my friend and it just all pees me off. I just wish that boys would actually look at me for once. All my friend are gorgeous and I completely understand that. I just try so hard with everyone and seem to get nothing back whatsoever. I'm always there for certain people but as soon as I'm upset, no one gives a shit. It's as if I don't exist anymore. I've literally been having suicidal thoughts over the Christmas holidays and I just break down every time. I've talked to my mum but she just ignores me now. When i first told her about everything she was there for me but now she only cares about my little sister. I just feel like giving up on everyone. It's not as if I'm worth anything. Writing is my only way to escape everything and by watching the twins but when I meet them, I bet they won't even take one look at me.

And you can comment whatever you want here. Be negative I don't care. Rant. Just say what you want to say. I'm not doing this for attention but I think my point needs to get across. Not everyone's happy all the time and I'm sorry that this is so depressing but I can't hold it in anymore. I'm sorry.