Chapter 80: Used to Love You

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Vanessa's POV:

We're on my bus and we are heading to Boston. I get a group message from Nikki and JJ

Group Message:

Hey Vanessa, how's it going?

Hey Nikki and JJ, it's going okay. Jeff and I are in Boston.

Cool! What's going on in Boston?

Idk.

Zack really misses you

:o Really?

Really. Raw was in Arizona and Zack was in a mixed tag team match with Eve Torres :o

Ew! Eve Torres?

Yup. Dean was also in the match and he teamed up with Summer Rae!

WHAT?!

Yup! Dean and Summer Dummer as the WWE Universe is dubbing them.

HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE I LEAVE WORK FOR THREE WEEKS AND DEAN IS MAKING MOVES ON A DIVA THAT ISN'T ME?!

Calm down it's just a story line!

Nikki, it's not a story line we're planning a wedding for November 21st, 2016! I can't trust Dean if he's with Summer :p

I'll see what John and I can do in the way of talking to Stephanie and Triple H

No! I don't want my one true pair getting into trouble. I'll deal with Dean when I get back.

I think you need to hear my sister out on this. She and John just want the best for you and Dean :)

After I send my last message of the group chat, I walk to the other side of the bus and sit at the bar. I write a song for Jeff and he sings it.

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

But I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide

I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find, you and I collide

Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide

You finally find

You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide

I look at Jeff and he writes a song for me. I sing it feeling so sad.

Never thought this would happen
I let it sink in, you're gone
I don't know, know what I'm feeling
I must be dreaming, you're gone
Suitcase, band-aids
Pulling back out the driveway
You go, I'll stay
You can keep all the memories
I thought I was the best thing that ever happened to you
I thought you loved me the most
I don't know why I cry
But I think it's cause I remembered for the first time
Since I hated you
That I used to love you
I don't know why I cry
But I think it's cause I remembered for the first time
Since I hated you
That I used to love you
I used to love you
I used to love you
Are you gone?
There were no boundaries
What, you just pushed me too far
I guess nobody taught you
Nobody taught you how to love
Suitcase, band-aids
Pulling back out the driveway
You go, I'll stay
You can keep all the memories
I thought I was the best thing that ever happened to you
I thought you loved me the most
I don't know why I cry
But I think it's cause I remembered for the first time
Since I hated you
That I used to love you
I don't know why I cry
But I think it's cause I remembered for the first time
Since I hated you
That I used to love you
I used to love you
I used to love you
You know I was the best thing that ever happened to you
I thought you loved me more, oh
You know I was the best thing that ever happened to you
Now look at what you lost, oh
I don't know why I cry
But I think it's cause I remembered for the first time
Since I hated you
That I used to love you
I don't know why I cry
But I think it's cause I remembered for the first time
Since I hated you
That I used to love you
I used to love you
I used to love you

I don't know why I cry
I don't, I don't, I don't
I don't know why I used to love you
I don't, I don't, I don't
I don't know why I cry
I don't, I don't, I don't
I don't know why I used to love you
I don't, I don't, I don't

Jeff's POV:

I'm sitting on my bunk thinking about the song Vanessa sang and how her voice was laced with pain. I text message Matt

Text Conversation:

Hey Bro, how are you?

Hey Jeff, i'm okay. How are you and Vanessa doing?

I'm doing good. It's tough for Vanessa though she found out from Nikki that Dean and Summer started a romantic story line and she's not handling it well.

Bro, I want you to cheer her up

How?

The power of music

I end my conversation with Matt and I start to think about the pain Vanessa felt singing her song. I grab my bass and I start to sing.

A thousand times I've seen you standing
Gravity like a lunar landing
Make me want to run till I find you
I shut the world away from here
Drift to you, you're all I hear
Everything we know fades to black
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same
Vanessa joins the song.
Find the place where we escape
Take you with me for a space
The city buzz, sounds just like a fridge
I walk the streets through seven bars
I had to find just where you are
The faces seems to blur, they're all the same
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same
We finish the song
So much more to say
So much to be done
Don't you trick me out
We shall overcome
So all have stayed in place
We should have had the sun
Could have been inside
Instead we're over here
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
Too much time, too long defending
You and I are done pretending
I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
Everything will change
I, oh I, I
wish this could last forever
I, oh I, I
As if we could last forever
Love remains the same
Love remains the same

Oh boy! I think my song sparked something between us.

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