Chapter 154: Shape of My Heart

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by VanessaStegall

by VanessaStegall

Vanessa's POV:

I'm in Tampa for a week off. I hear a song being recorded in the studio inside booth one.

Hmm, yeah, yeah
Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here don't put out the glow
Hold me now don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become, oh yeah
Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
Sadness is beautiful loneliness that's tragical
So help me I can't win this war, oh no
Touch me now don't bother if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become
Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart
I'm lookin' back on things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
I'll keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
Show you the shape of my heart

After the song gets saved, Matt leaves the studio. I listen to the song and I could hear some pain in the vocals. I look at the empty booth and breathe deep. I'm thinking about Dean and a song comes into my head. I grab the headphones and record a sweet song.

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
Don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
I feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time, yeah, yeah, yeah!
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
and I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing

After that song gets saved, Matt enters the studio and sits in booth one and we sing a song.

Do you hear me, I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy, I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you, I promise you, I will
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

After the duet gets saved, Matt leaves and my phone rings I look at the caller ID and it read Shane! My jaw drops and I listen to his voicemail.

Voicemail:

Hey Vanessa, it's Shane. We need you in Los Angles for an appearance on Ellen I hope you don't mind flying bye!

I hang up my phone angry. I pack my bags and go to Tampa International Airport. I get a flight to LAX! Being at the airport is so hectic but I make the most of it. I see some members of the WWE Universe and I smile. I meet a fourteen-year-old girl who tells me that Dean and I are her favorite couple in the company. I smile and thank her. Another fan tells me i'm so lucky to have John Cena as a friend both on and off screen. The flight gets called and I board the plane. I'm a little nervous to be on Ellen's show. What if this is a prank?

Seth's POV:

I'm in a tux on my way to LAX. I park my car in a safe spot then I meet Vanessa at passenger pick up.

Vanessa's POV:

Seth is at LAX in a tux. Am I missing something? I know Seth is the Tony Stark of the WWE Avengers but did he have to show up in a nice tux? I look at Seth really confused and he tells me to change into a dress. I exit the restroom in a nice black dress. We leave LAX to go to the car I want Seth to tell me what the heck is going on! As the car stops in a hotel parking lot, I see Dean and it all clicks it's our engagement party! Shane and Stephanie helped out with our engagement party! I'm shocked at the party. John, Zack, Dean, Roman, Seth and Wade get on stage to sing a song.

Step by step
Ooh baby
Gonna get to you girl
Step by step (AH!)
Step by step
Ooh baby
Gonna get to you girl
Step by step
Ooh baby
Really want you in my world
(step) hey girl, in your eyes
I see a picture of me all the time
(step) And girl, when you smile
You got to know that you drive me wild
(step by step) Ooh baby
You're always on my mind
(step by step) Ooh girl,
I really think its just a matter of time
Step by step
Ooh baby
Gonna get to you girl
Step by step
Ooh baby
Really want you in my world
(step) Hey girl, can't you see
I've got to have you all just for me
(step) And girl, yes it's true
No one else will ever do
(step by step) Ooh baby,
You're always on my mind
(step by step) Ooh girl
I really think its just a matter of time
Step by step
Ooh baby
Gonna get to you girl
Step by step
Ooh baby
Really want you in my world
(step)
(step)
(step)
(step by step)
Step 1: We can have lots of fun
Step 2: There's so much we can do
Step 3: It's just you and me
Step 4: I can give you more
Step 5: Don't you know that the time has arrived
(AH!)
(step by step)
Don't you know I need you
(step by step)
Yes I do girl
(step by step) Ooh baby,
You're always on my mind
(step by step) Ooh girl
I really think it's just a matter of time
Step by step (step by step girl)
Ooh baby
Gonna get to you girl (to you girl)
Step by step (yeah)
Ooh baby
I want you I need you I want you in my world
Step by step (ooh ooh oooooh)
To you girl
Step by step (oh girl)
Really want you in my world
Step by step
Ooh baby
Gonna get to you girl