Best Friends Forever

Chapter 85: Just Want You to Know

Vanessa's POV:

We're back at the house and i'm thinking about Dean. I start to think of a song and I sing it.

 Looking at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night
Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me
I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know
All the doors are closing I'm tryin' to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day, the day you slipped away
I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know
That since I lost you, I lost myself
No I can't fake it, there's no one else
I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know  

After the song ends, I feel better about the situation with Dean and I smile. As the hours draw on, I look outside  and see Jeff writing a song. He comes in the house and packs a bag leaving the song. I pick it up and I look at the words As the bag rolls down the stairs Jeff plays and sings the song. 

 You don't run with the crowd
You go your own way
You don't play after dark
You light up my day
Got your own kind of style
That sets you apart
Baby, that's why you captured my heart
I know sometimes you feel like you don't fit in
And this world doesn't know what you have within
When I look at you, I see something rare
A rose that can grow anywhere
And there's no one I know that can compare
What makes you different,  makes you beautiful 
What's there inside you, shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need, oh girl
What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me
Hey, yeah yeah yeah
You got something so real
You touched me so deep 
You see material things
Don't matter to me
So come as you are
You've got nothing to prove
You've won me with all that you do
And I wanna take this chance to say to you
What makes you different, makes you beautiful
What's there inside you, shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need, oh girl
What makes you different, makes you beautiful 
You don't know  how you touched my life 
Oh in so many ways I just can't describe
You taught me what love is supposed to be
It's all the little things that make you beautiful to me 
Oh yeah, yeah
What makes you,
What makes you different,  makes you beautiful
What's there inside you, shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need, oh girl
What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me
Everything you do is beautiful 
Love you give shines right through me 
Everything you do is beautiful 
Oh, you're beautiful to me

I hug Jeff and he leaves. I slump on the couch and start to cry. I grab my phone and look at all the pictures and a song comes to mind. 

Livin' my life in a slow hell
Different guy every night at the hotel
I ain't seen the sun shine in three damn days
Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whisky
Wish I had a good guy to miss me
But I wonder if I'll ever change my ways
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried today
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him
I put your picture away, sat down and cried today
I can't look at you, while I'm lyin next to him
At the Tampa Airport Jeff sings the next verse
I called you last night in the hotel
Everyone knows but they won't tell
But their half hearted smiles tell me
Somethin' just ain't right
I been waitin' on you for a long time
Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine
I ain't heard from you in three damn nights
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to her
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to her
As Jeff ponders going back to the house, he see me with Dean

I saw ya yesterday with an old friend

It was the same ole same "how have you been"
Since you been gone my worlds been dark & grey
You reminded me of brighter days
I hoped you were comin' to stay
I was headed home
I was off to send you away
I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
I can't understand why we're living life this way
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I just called to say, I love you come back home

I look at Dean and Jeff then I hug the superstar. Jeff's flight gets called and he leaves to board. As Jeff sits down, he sees a person at the window seat. I ask the ticket taker if I could get three tickets for Dean, Matt and I. We hurry and get on the fight to Charlotte! Matt gets the middle seat and Dean gets the isle we go to the Charlotte airport and get our bags and get to the Hardy house.