The sharpest lives (Gerard Way Fanfiction)

The sharpest lives chapter 47**

*GERARDS POV*

I feel my tears prickle my eyes as Rain picks up the picture. She was the girl from the coffee shop. 

She MUST be Rain.

She looks up at me as tear fall from my eyes. I'd finally found her. Now I can tell her how i've always felt. Before I could say anything she dropped the picture. She looked into my eyes and I could see she wanted to cry. I tried to reach out to grab her hand but I could see the anger in her eyes. 

"You. You made me try and kill myself." She spat.

"Your being childish now babe, you tried yourself. I didn't tie a rope around your neck now did i?" I laugh.

"And look what job your doing now aye? Your a dancing slut. You seemed so innocent. But now at around twenty isn't it? Your working here." I spit. I didn't mean to be so harsh. 

To be totally honest I was only saying all of this because I was jealous. Jealous of her and that guy. They were so in love. They were like we used to be.

She looked at me. Stared at me. A single tear rolled down her cheek. She didn't even bother to wipe it away as it rolled under her chin and onto her outfit. I could see her mouth quivering.

"You don't understand do you? How much pain i've been in over these years. I've been hoping that I'd meet you. To see how your doing. Your like twenty five now? See if your married, what job you had, any children. But I meet you are your a miserable bastard!" She cries.

Then I understand now how much pain I had caused over the years. 

"I wanted to meet you. I did. I wanted to tell you something. And when I drew you, I didn't know it was you. That was until I had finished my drawing and compared it with the one that I drew many years ago when you was my student. My star girl."

I look up from my feet and into her eyes.

"The girl I fell in love with."