Ice skate with your heart

Fifty seven

Lia's POV
We have early morning ice hockey practice and as sick as I feel I still went.
Which was a bad idea because as soon as I was hit I managed to skate off the ice and throw up on the side.

Daisy came down rubbing my back as dad and Rocco came over.
"Lia you ok?" Rocco asks.
"I'm fine. I'm fine."I tell them standing up right.

"Lia you don't have a fever. Are you sure your ok?" Dad asks placing his hand on my head.
"Yes. I feel fine now. I just need to get that out of my system." I tell him.

"Daisy take her home." Dad tells her.
"No! I want to stay here." I state.
"Your sick. Go home. I'll see you later." Rocco said kissing me on my forehead.

I sigh and just go home.
I went to Daisy's because I didn't want to go home.
"It's weird. You were sick early morning but felt completely normal after. Could you be pregnant?" She asks.

"No! There's no way." I tell her completely dismissing her thought.
"Did you have unprotected?"
"I'm on birth control. But yes." I answer.

"Last period?"
"Like a month ago." I answer slowly realising she might be right.
"How does this feel?" She poked my boob.

"Sore."
"Azalea your pregnant." She deaspans.
"I can't be. You got any tests?" I asked her and she nods.

"I'll get it from sis." She leaves and it fully catches up on me.
I might be pregnant. I don't want kids. I won't be able to play ice hockey. I'll be fat.

"I got one. Here you go. Good luck." She threw it at me and I went to do it.
I go to do it and I get pee on my hand which is irrelevant for the time now.

I put the cap back on and go outside to wait.
"If you are what are you going to do?" Daisy asks.
"I don't know. I'm hoping I'm not. I can't be. Why didn't it work?" I ask her.

"Did you take it at the right time?" Then it clicked.
"I was supposed to get new ones when I got to the UK. It's been a whole week. Fuck me!" I shout flopping onto her bed.

I start crying because I know if I'm pregnant it's all my fault.
"Lia don't cry."
"I'm not ready to have a baby, Rocco is barely coping with Sami is 3 year old sister because his parents left him to care for her and now a new born. I've ruin our lives because I forgot to take it."I let it all out.

"Lia it's time." Daisy says handing it to me upside down.
I breathed in and turned it and two blue lines showed up.
"Your pregnant." Daisy says and I want to cry even more.

"I don't want children. I can't now. Maybe in the future but not now." I cry harder.
"How am I going to tell Rocco? How am I going to tell my parents? My dad is going to burry me alive. Oh god! What about Nana. She will kill him." I freak out.

"Lia! It will be ok! Tell your other friends from the US and see what they say." Daisy tells me.
Good idea.

I don't care if it's 3am i Skype Addie and saffron and both of them answer.
"It's 3am this better be important." Addie says grouchy.
"Baby what's up?" Saffron asks.

"Baby?" Daisy asks.
"My girlfriend. I'm bisexual but that's not the point. I have something to tell you." I say.
"What?"
"I'm pregnant." It feels so weird saying it out loud.

"What?!" Saffron asks as we here falling and clanging from Addie's side.
"Sorry I fell off my bed. Did you say you were pregnant?!" I nod crying again.
"It's Rocco's right?" Saffron asks.

"Yes. But I don't know if I should tell him Or just get rid of it." I say.
"Tell him. He deserves to know, it's his baby too." Saffron tells me.
"Definitely tell him. It's his baby and plus what if he wants to keep it? But at the end of the day it's your body you decide." Addie tells me.

They are so supportive. I'm happy that I have saffron, Addie and Daisy.