Be Mine Forever

Chapter 14

John’s POV

Damn
Why didn’t Gina pick up my calls ?
It has been a week and I am sure that she is ignoring my calls.

My mind is full of why didn’t she pick up my calls?
Why didn’t she talk to me?
Was she so busy that she can’t talk to me?
What is happening to her?

I called her grandparents and they said she is busy with her works.

I sometimes thought about what if she changed her mind and she didn’t love me now?
What if she wants a breakup from me because she didn't love me for real?
What if she went hiding from me because she doesn't want to see me like Kim said?

I am now so worried and hurt.

“What did I do to her? We are crazy in love with each other isn’t it? Where are you, Gina? I miss you so much. Don’t torture me, it is like living in hell without you“I whispered with hurt in my heart.

I felt some tears are pooling in my eyes and covering my sight.

I closed my eyes and let the tears fell down.
I want to see Gina right now.
I can’t let her go.

I went to Italy and finished my works within a week.
Italian governor is so kind and he is happy to work with me.

He wanted to meet me in person because he wanted to know me in person.
He took me to famous places around in Italy such as Colosseum, leaning tower of Pisa, Milan Cathedral.
I am not interested at all.

All I know is to finish this earlier and meet with Gina.

After I finished my works, I ordered my assistant Peter to take care of the rest.
Later that, I flew from Italy to Alaska with my private plane.
It is a long journey and it took 11 hours to reach Alaska.
I went directly to Gina’s house at Sitka.

Lucy told me that Gina is on the way to her business trip.
I asked about the location but she said she didn’t know.
She told me that even Gina’s grandparents didn’t know the exact location of her whereabouts.

I felt so depressed.

I can’t find her.

I don’t know where she is.

I felt so hurt.

I called my private investigator Jack to find Gina.

It has been a month and there is no news about Gina.

I became so aggressive and I can’t function well.

I went back to LA after a week at Alaska.

I fired my workers every day when my anger rose up.

My dad told me to calm myself but I can’t.
I am always thinking about Gina.

“Why did she go hiding from me? What did I do to her?“ I said to my mind every night everyday.

I felt guilty and hurt.

I really want to see her.