Fallin 4 u

28.

Donald Earle Degrate Jr-1993
Manhattan, New York, America

Ugh! As if life could get any better!

I lost the one I truly loved because I slapped her and nearly fucked a girl she hated behind her back.

See this is karma for me. This is what happens when I fuck bitches thinking I wasn't gonna get away with it....well what happened.

I've been going so crazy over her. I miss her so much. I won't eat, drink...I spend my time in the studio, writing songs about her. Usually I'll be horny thinking of Justine but damn I haven't hit since I nearly fucked Erica. I'll be horny and I force my self to tough it out in order to get Justine back. That's how crazy she makes me.

To be honest when a man fucks up in a relationship, the girl give him a second chance, but I feel like I have a 1% chance of getting her back. I fucked her over badly.

Justine Indira Skyers-1993
London, Ontario, Canada

Damn I thought blocking DeVante from my presence, would help me get over the fact that he hurt me, but no I feel myself eager to get back with him. If he didn't slap me in the face, maybe I would've forgave him about nearly fucking Erica's loose pussy but no, he wanna act like Chris.

I'm not here for DeVante to be slapping me around like a damn idiot. But a part of me felt like it was my fault. Reasons is because I tested him. I compared him to Erica, calling him a piece of shit which was not called for. He's nothing like her.

To be honest I don't know what to do. Maybe after this tour thing, things might get back to where it should be.

Sorry this chapter was short, the other chapters will get better, I'll promise!