Twin Grier

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awwwww omg ! halfway to 100 !! 50 chapters ?! das a lot honey. a lot. didn't think i'd make it this far tbh lol. enjoy 🤪

7 months later !! (girl i did dat)

claire; june 2017 ( new year beeches )

"can i get a small fries, bottled water and a mcchicken?" i say to the intercom thing. (lol) "that's all you're getting?" hayes asks.

"it's something. and i'm not that hungry. mom made a full course meal this morning." i defend. "which you only ate half of." nash points out.

"it was so good." hayes mutters. "18.36 is your total." the lady says. "thank you." nash says. he drives up behind the car in front and we wait.

a lot has happened since everyone found out about my problem. i'm still seeing florence the psychologist. me and wes are still going strong. except mallory and gavin's hoe ass.

he cheated on her. and with one of the girls mallory hates at her school. me and the other girls spent an entire day with her, giving her anything to distract her from him.

the good thing is that she doesn't let a boy bring her down and has gotten over it. at least i think. they were together for 6 months and were really close.

i've gotten somewhat better with my eating habits. i went back to the doctor and gained weight. only 10 pounds but the doctor said it "was a start."

wes always sends me a text about how much he loves me every day and it's cute but sometimes it's annoying. mostly cute though.

scarlett still bothers me at school and mandy is still in her little posse. i'm always telling her to get out and hang with me and my friends but she doesn't want to risk getting yelled at by her.

like she's her mom or something. i haven't done ballet since i had it taken from me but i do other things to occupy myself with.

like secretly going to the basement to dance in my pointe shoes. mom forgot to take those away so in a way, i haven't really stopped.

i'm more comfortable with eating junk food but not too comfortable. but i still get that feeling to let go and just eat but i ignore it.

i've hung out with sean the most these past months. at first, he just wanted me to get out of the house, taking me to the park or to just sit and talk on the grass.

then, it got more fun. he took me hiking, the local carnival. then one day, he suggested we go parasailing. so i asked my mom and she said yes since i hadn't been out in a while. mostly school.

his older brother took us out to the beach one weekend and i had no idea what parasailing even was. we changed into our swimwear and he took me to meet this guy who was standing there with a large boat behind him.

soon, we were putting on life jackets and being strapped onto the thing that was attached to the large, colorful kite.

the boat starts to move as my heart beats really fast. soon we're up in the air and i can see the ocean in whole view and it's amazing.

the whole time i'm holding his hand and he's screaming in amazement. so i do it too. i felt free in that moment as we both screamed at the top of our lungs and i forgot about everything for just a few minutes up there in the air.