Nothing breaks your heart more than when he texts you "I'm busy right now I don't need any of this"......
I feel like when he said "I don't need any of this" like he was saying he doesn't need me. And it's sad, because I know he doesn't need me, but I still need him.
I'm such an idiot. Its partly my fault he broke up with me so soon. We were going to stay together all summer and only break up because we would never see each other. But when he said he needed to make a decision soon, I didn't fight. I flat out said "Yeah summers almost over" But it wasnt almost over, its been about a month and a half and I still don't start school for another 3 weeks. Its my fault I couldn't just fight for what I want. Because I never speak up. I need to learn how to do that.
And here I am, crying in the middle of the day, over a guy who doesnt even care about me. Especially not the way I care about him.
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Life as I know it
ChickLitThis is my diary. Filled with rants and things I'm sad about or happy about or just something that had happened at school that day. First couple of chapters are a little rocky and weird because this book started off as something else but its on the...
