Life as I know it

11/10

Today was a good day. Not gonna lie.

So Isaac told Nicolas that I liek him and asked if he liked me and he said no BUT then after school he told him he did. So Nicolas likes me back... :)

Then earlier I was going through my ELA notebook from the beginning of the year and I came across this thing I had written about Zalea being a really good friend and all so I took a picture and sent it to her and she said it made her really happy PLUS she had had a good day today with nothing bad happening so I'm happy she isnt sad today, usually one of us is sad.

THEN I was texting Jake and we actually had a real, full conversation this time. We talked about Mexican foods/restaurants and a Nicolas came up...but we talked liked how we used to before everything happened. Yeah I still like him but I mean I might as well accept he wont ever like me back again so I should just continue on with my life (here's where Nicolas came in) and so I may stil lhave feelign fors Jake, for who knows how long, but being sad about isnt helping me at all. (It just gets me called wmo, goth and getting yelled at for being negative.)

But yeah, today was a good day, except for when a friend was crying in class, when my sister called me goth and this one little miscommunication between Jake and I where I thought he meant something he'd said but other than those minor things that have all been fixed now, it was seriously a good day. I'm hoping tomorrow will be just as good.