Life as I know it

The End January 24

I know I havent updated in a while. I've had a lot on my mind guys sorry.

I think I'll be ending this book soon. Idk I'm just not feeling it anymore. I feel likw this entire thing was just a was g e of time and novody will care if I stop so I probably will.

Well I broke up with Nick on Tuesday.....I thought it was a good idea...nope..

We had karaoke in choir and he decided to sing I'm Yours. Yeah everyone in choir thought he was singing to me. I'll admit, I was secretly hoping he was but when I asked him he flat out told me it wasnt. Even our choir director thought he was singing to me. Half the class didnt know we broke up.

I texted him about everything and he told me everything he'd said he didnt mean. So when he said he loved me, when he said I was beautiful and I was his everything. All of the things he said making me feel so good about myself, he didnt mean.

....yes I've cried a lot in the past two days. Yes I'm crying right now but it doesnt matter.

I'm not sure what else to say. If you think I should continue this book vote or comment. If I don't get anything in the next week or so then this'll be the last chapter. So just in case, goodbye y'all. Thank y'all for reading about my pathetic life and yeah. I really appreciate it. I love you all and you all are beautiful don't ever let anyone make you think otherwise. Again I love y'all all qn thank you so much for sticking with me through all this.