YUNGBLUD ~ A Wild Ride 🖤💕

37 ~ The First Of Many

July 8th, 2019

My alarm rings around my head as I wake up alone, in a foreign room, blue sheets surround me. I quickly jump up from the bed, backing against the wall, shaking. My head starts spinning, my vision gets blurry and I fall against the wall.

I grab the door handle on the way down, flinging the door open before hitting the ground. I hear footsteps near to me and a faint whisper of my name "y/n, y/n, you're okay, everything's gonna be fine" it was Ella.

I eventually come around laying half in the hallway, half in the bedroom. "What happened?" Ella asks, clearly concerned.

I rub my head gently, quickly pulling away due to the pain. "All I remember is jumping out of the bed, I was scared. And I just went." Ella helps me sit up, "Why were you scared?" She gently asks.

I bury my head in my hands, "It's so stupid." I say holding back the tears. She rests her hand on my knee, waiting for me to continue. "It's just, the only thing I really remember from that night at the club, was blue bed sheets, blue wallpaper. That was all I saw when I woke up, and I was alone. And it just freaked me out so I jumped out and I just went.".

"I'm so sorry, I should have known. You could have stayed in my room." She apologises. I gently shake my head, "You didn't know, I didn't even know until just then.", I rub my arm slightly noticing a deep cut from the bedside cabinet.

I begin standing up, Ella steadying me. My legs buckle as I fall onto her shoulders. I let out a small cry. Using Ella to support my weight, we walk into her bedroom.

She cleans up my cut, I pull away in pain. Now I see why Dom did it to me, it fucking hurts. She puts a bandage on it and we both get ready.

By 8:30 we're both ready, a loud knock is heard at the door. Ella goes to answer it and is greeted by her dad, she shouts goodbye to her mum and they both wave to me.

I grab the rest of my things before heading outside to the bus stop. I wait for a while, texting Dom to make sure he made it to the studio on time, he said he did.

After a short bus ride, I arrive outside of the hospital. I step off the bus and notice it's raining quite heavily. I lower my head and begin walking inside, raindrops hitting my head, my wet hair slicked to my back. Suddenly the raindrops stop hitting me, I look up and notice a bright pink umbrella hanging over me.

I turn around, Dom's standing behind me with a single pink rose in between his teeth. "You didn't think I'd let you come on your own now did ya?" He says pulling me close. I look into his deep green eyes, reaching up for the umbrella, taking it from his grasp and tossing it to the side.

I take the single rose and hold it in my right hand, wrapping both my arms around Dom's neck. His hands firmly around my waist, we lean closer, gently kissing a few times. Rain beating down on us both. Dom's hair dripping down both of our faces, my hair slicked to my body.

Dom runs his hands up my body, landing on the bandage on my arm. I yank my arm away, as he traces it with his delicate touch. "It's nothing, honestly" he looks at me, seriousness in his eyes. "Honestly I just got a bit freaked out and stood up too quickly and lost it. Pros of being anaemic I guess" I say shrugging my shoulders.

He giggles softly, "What freaked you out?", I lower my head as I hold him tightly. "It's just that, I slept in Ella's brothers room last night and his sheets are blue. And I just - I. That night. When I got raped. The only thing I remember was the sheets were blue. And so when I woke up this morning, I freaked. And it was worse because I was alone. If you was there it might have been better. But I just completely lost it and jumped out of the bed. My vision just went real blurry and I just hit the floor."

He replies by simply planting a soft kiss on my forehead, making me wince in pain. I gently pull away and Dom grabs the umbrella. He flings it over his shoulder before bending down and placing an even softer kiss on my stomach.

We lace our fingers together as we head into the hospital.