YUNGBLUD ~ A Wild Ride 🖤💕

55 ~ The Time For Sleep Is Now

⚠️Mild trigger warning ⚠️
Mentions of miscarriage

July 10th, 2019

A soft knock is heard at the door. Tom jumps up, telling the sonographer that it's okay to come in.

She takes a seat behind her desk, "Are you  ready to discuss your options y/n?" I nod gently.

"We're going to have to keep you over night, just to monitor you. You can either wait and let everything pass naturally, this could be up to two weeks. We could give you medication to speed up the process but it could still take about a week for everything to pass. Or we can offer a minor operation to remove all of the tissue."

"I just want it to be over," I cry to her. "I want the operation."

"I'll get that sorted for you, but it won't be for another four hours when a space becomes available."

Dom pulls me close to him, "I just want it gone Dom, I just want this thing out of me." I weep. "I know darlin', it'll all be over soon. I've got you, everything's gonna be fine. We're both here for you." I wrap my arms around him, nodding in response.

"I've booked you in for 8:30, I just need you to sign some paperwork for me." She passes it over for me to sign. "Since you're under 18, you'll need to sign too." Dom agrees and signs the form.

"That's all sorted for you, I'll pass you onto a nurse and get you a bed whilst you wait, okay sweetie?"

We thank her as she takes us through to a ward.

"Try and make yourself as comfortable as you can." The nurse says to me as Tom helps me to the bed.

"Is there anything I can get for you? Painkillers? A heat pack?" She asks me.

"Both please." I barely manage to say, she begins to walk away but Dom quickly gets her attention. "Shouldn't you have some supplements or something, you know, for your anaemia?" He softly asks me.

"I guess so." I mumble. "I'll be right back." The nurse says.

She quickly comes back carrying pain killers, a heat pack, iron supplements, a bottle of water and some biscuits, placing them down on the over-bed table.

"I'll come and get you at quarter past eight, if you need anything before then just ask." she smiles as she leaves and closes the curtain.

I take both lots of pills and a few sips of water. "Have a biscuit y/n." Dom says opening the pack and passing it to me.

I shake my head slightly. "Come on, it'll help the painkillers work.". I shake my head again. "Please, for me?" He tries again. "I don't want a fucking biscuit Dom." I raise my voice a little.

Dom sighs and puts them back on the table, Tom quickly leans forwards and takes one making me and Dom giggle.

"What?" Tom replies as he shoves the rest of it in his mouth. "Dude, they're for y/n!" Dom laughs.

"You can have them." I say passing Dom the whole packet. "We'll share, how about that?" I shrug my shoulders.

"Just one?" He tries once again, "Half." I respond. "Fine by me" he says as he splits a biscuit in half, handing one to me and eating the other in one go.

I take a few small bites out of it leaving around half of my small piece. "At least you tried." Dom wraps an arm around me, I give him a weak smile.

"You should probably try and get some rest, it'll make the time go faster." Dom tells me. "Only if you cuddle me?". I move over in the bed so he can get in too.

Dom slips into the bed wrapping an arm around me as I cuddle up to his chest, holding the heat pack close to my stomach to try and ease the pain.

I fall asleep against Dom, his hands stroking through my hair.

I wake up a short while later, the pain has gotten worse. "Hey," Tom whispers to me as he sees me wake up. "you alright?" I lift my head slightly away from Dom's body. "How long was I asleep?" I ask him as he looks at his watch. "A little over 2 hours.".

I groan, partly because I was hoping it'd been longer, but mainly in pain. "How you feelin'?" Tom asks me. "Not good, it hurts a lot. Can you get me another heat pack? This one's cold." I pass it to him as he leaves to find a nurse.

A short while later Tom comes back. He hands me the heat pack, "Thanks Tom." I say as I hold it close to my stomach and some of the pain instantly subsides.

I feel Dom move a little before slowly opening his eyes. "Oh." He says as he feels the heat pack between us. "I was so confused," he laughs gently. "it just suddenly got so warm."

"Sorry." I whisper to him. "No, no, honestly it's fine. Did you get any sleep?" I nod against him. "Good." He says as he holds me tightly.

"What's the time?" He asks as Tom checks his watch again. "6:45, another hour and a half to go." I groan again in response, "That's not too long bubs, it'll go by quicker than you think, I'm sure of it."

I snuggle back against Dom as he holds me tightly. "Can we talk about it?" I ask as I look up towards his face. "Of course we can." He says smiling down at me, rubbing my arm up and down.

"I'll be back by eight, yeah?" Tom says as he stands up to leave. "No wait, I wanna talk with you too."

"Oh, okay." Tom replies hesitantly as he sits back down in the armchair.

"I need to tell Zach afterwards, he needs to know. He wished the baby died and now look what's happened. I need him to know that it came true.".

Toms jaw hangs open, I guess Dom never told him about the texts from Zach when we were in Paris. He looks from me to Dom and back again.

I nod to him, "Yep, he said he hoped the baby died and I might as well go with it.". Tom can hardly believe it, "Where the fuck does this dickhead live." He says as he goes to get up.

"Woah woah, Tom stop." Dom says to him as he goes to leave. "I'm gonna go and see him soon, I want you two to come, just in case." I tell them as Tom comes and sits back down.

"Fuckin' dickhead." Tom mutters to himself.

"Okay yeah, he's a total dickhead and I fucking hate him for what he said. But at the end of the day, for all we know either of us could have died if it wasn't for him finding us and calling an ambulance. I'm not thanking him for it though.".

Both boys nod along with what I'm saying.

"I'm not even that upset about it honestly, I was more upset when I found out I was pregnant. It just hurts so much. I hate to say it but maybe this was for the best, I didn't want to have to constantly be reminded of Zach. That would have been so much harder to deal with than this.".

"Especially after the way he's treated you, I wouldn't want you having to see him for the sake of the baby." Dom tells me whilst looking down at me.

"I'm so over it, I just want it gone." I snuggle down against Dom again and close my eyes.

"Not long now love." Dom tells me whilst running his warm hands through my hair. "Sleep well sweet." He lays his head down too.

Tom spins around in his arm chair, his legs hanging over the edge. We all fall asleep.

A/n, I don't really like where I've taken this story tbh, I've got ideas for the future but I just need to get there. I might use some time skips sometime soon. Lemme know if you're okay with that 🖤