Virgil, once a Dark Side is now a Light Side.
But the past often doesn't leave good enough alone.
When the other sides only make Virgil feel worse, who's to stop him from just ending it all.
Of course, Thomas taking pills to keep Virgil at bay d...
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TRIGGER WARNINGS : suicide, DEATH, aNgsT aNd sAdNeSs
Yea this chapter triggered me just by writing it, so, imma just, *opens pill bottle* because this chapter hits way to close to home for me
Wylan POV I stared numbly at the door in front of me. I bounced another ball of lightening at it. I would've leaned against the wall if not for the damned key sticking out of my back.
Another tear rolled down my cheek at that thought. God I'm so pathetic. Crying over my key...again.
I flexed my metal hand, grimacing as it squeaked. I hate myself. A shit ton.
All I've done since getting here is fuck up everything. It's like I'm physical incapable of doing anything right.
I've only managed to hurt Draven by falling for him. He's probably right that I'm just using him so I can finally belong to someone else. He won't talk to me since we got back after the incident at the theater.
I had the chance to fix everything. To kill Izzy and finally end all this and save Thomas. But I didn't do it. I couldn't kill him no matter how much I wanted too. I just can't let go of who he used to be.
It hurts. My mechanical heart hurts when I think about that. Thinking about how Izzy used to be compared to how he acts now. All I've done is ruin everything.
Maybe if I die I'll finally do some good.
Roman, Remus and Deceit made a big mistake bringing me here. And not because it made Izzy angrier, but because I'm bad luck.
All I do is hurt people. I can't control my emotions so I always end up forcing all my problems onto someone else and burying them.
Everyone leaves eventually. Izzy was the only one that stuck around. But then even he changed and stopped waking me up less and less. Draven used to, but now he avoids me too.
