Anger and Needs

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"𝙳𝚊𝚢 2 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚟𝚒𝚕: 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚞𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗"

"Ms. Kim , report to my cabin , right now ." , he raised his voice a bit , causing Lucas to flee away for his life . His eyes were darted right on my face and nowhere else , seeming as if he was staring into my soul .

"I told you something ." , he growled with his voice getting numerous octaves deep . I gulped down a huge lump in my throat , while standing up , smoothing my skirt as I walked beside him .

The elevator travel was a blur as we were soon outside his cabin's door . Unlocking it , he grabbed my wrist , bringing me inside , causing my back slamming against the hard and rigid wall . I gasped in pain as his nails digged into my skin . "It's .... paining ....."

"You can feel it , you are pretty good in tolerating pain , right ? What can you do for helping Ryan if you'll just get hurt by such a trivial thing I'm doing to you ." , he scoffed as I shut my eyes tightly , letting the pain cave in .

I bit my lower lip to prevent any noise for escaping from the between of my lips , as he got rough on my wrist , causing the wound to get deeper , swelling my bruised skin more .

"I said stop!" , I screamed while pushing him to his desk , roughly yanking my wrist off his grip . He widened his eyes at me , as I blew air on my wound , which was now bruised purple .

"What do you get in hurting me in such a way ? Remember , I just joined this company and your family yesterday! You cannot rule over me like this and hurt me!"

"I can do anything as I fucking rule this company and my family! I am their shining light , and who are you ? Just a small little girl coming with your stupid friend to my company , thinking to decide a future here when you know that poor , uncharacteristic and filthy women don't stay here longer . And now that I know your inner thoughts , I can determine that I'm going to fire you soon , slut ."

That was enough . Right after he accused me for being a "slut" , I lost it . Stomping my foot on the ceramic floor , I slammed my hand on his glass desk , making him flinch a bit . "Who are you to name me as something as disrespectful as "slut" ?"

He smirked as he leaned in closer , flicking my forehead . "I heard your fantasies for my younger brother and that is nothing other than slutty behaviour ."

My anger was boiling as I held his hand harshly , and attacking it with my teeth , biting his skin off . "Ah , you-" , he softly screamed as I smirked , inserting my teeth deeper into his veiny hand .

Letting go of his hand after some time , I looked at his exasperated expression , glaring the juice out of me . But after what he labelled me as , I couldn't help but hate him more .

"Get out of my company right now! Get the fuck lost from here!" , he screamed in rage as I was brought to the verge of breaking down . Nodding , I rushed outside the cabin , fastening my steps to reach the exit of the company household .

"Y/N! Where are you going ?" , Lucas stopped me as I turned around , signalling him to halt his steps . "Don't follow me . You don't want your job to be on stake ."

"But tell me that what the heck just happened ?" , he argued back as I was not having it .

"Lucas , is your job important to you ? If yes , then fuck off from my life for a time!" , I screamed back before running to the exit .

I know I was not doing right . I know what circumstances I was supposed to face now , but thinking about how stubborn I am , I took in a deep breath and decided to not take any shelter for some days . After all , I'm a slut for everyone .

Just when I thought that my job was great , this was bound to happen . God truly cannot tolerate my happiness , and he proved it today .

Placing my purse on the garden bench , I seated myself there , staring at the old people doing Yoga , whereas the kids playing sorts of picnic games . Thinking about kids immediately reminded me of Ryan and Boa .

I had promised Ryan that I would get him out of the bully issue , but now that I swore to myself that I'll take no shelter , I was afraid that I might not be able to save the poor little lad and break their hearts .

Sighing , I rummaged through my purse to take my diary out , flipping through the pages and reading the entries I gave since I was 14 . This diary has been really special to me , as it was the only token of love I had ever gotten from my parents .

"Dear Bubs" , I said out as I started writing on an entry after what seems like ages . Everything was ageing slowly , but my diary was still the same . It would never tell a being my secrets .

I was busy writing in my diary about my current situation , when I found a familiar man standing behind the company's wall , lighting up a cigarette . Standing up to check on who he was , my eyes widened as I found Nico in front of my eyes , smoking .

Smoking was surely and awfully hazardous for health , but I just couldn't help but stare and think about how sexy he seemed while smoking . The puffs he let out , the way his built and toned chest lift and dropped , literally every single moment of his bought vibrations down my body .

But this would just make Mr. Kim think that I'm a slut . When I was supposed to stop my awful attraction towards Nico . He was my boss's younger brother , not my job to fantasize over him .

But it had gotten too late . As he turned around , his eyes met mine , as we shared an intimate eyelock . His eyes trailed everywhere over me , as I felt the heat again .

𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒔 . 𝑴𝒓. 𝑲𝒊𝒎 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝑰 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅 , 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑵𝒊𝒄𝒐 . 𝑾𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒆𝒊𝒓𝒅 , 𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒘𝒆𝒊𝒓𝒅 𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒏𝒂𝒍 ?

 𝑾𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒆𝒊𝒓𝒅 , 𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒘𝒆𝒊𝒓𝒅 𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒏𝒂𝒍 ?

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