Forever 10♥ {Book 1}

Chapter 62

Tobias P.O.V

     I take a seat and the doctor takes a deep breath, "Tris, you miscarried your baby." I look at Tris, doing my best not to cry. She looks at me then the doctor,"So I killed our baby?" Tris asks quietly looking at her stomach. The doctor shakes his head, "No, not exactly, your baby just had a hard time adjusting to you, your size. None of it is your fault." My eyes sting, but I will not let a tear fall.

  "But, Tris. Since the baby is about the size of an Kiwi, we are going to have to remove the baby, surgically." Tris gasps,

"What? Why?" I don't know what to think at this moment. I was so excited to have another baby, and now its gone. Stay positive, Tobias. We can always try again. "Because Tris, the baby has grown too much to leave it. It was already starting to develop." Tris looks scared and I feel bad, none of this was her fault, she shouldn't have to go through this. I shouldn't have to go through this.

  "Okay." Tris whispers. "When will the surgery be?" I ask, taking a deep breath. "As soon as possible." he says."I have the whole week off and I can talk to Tris' boss for her." I say, he nods, "So how about Wednesday, two days from now?" He asks, I look at Tris. She sniffs, "That's fine."

"Okay, Tris. I cant give you any medicine but you will be in a lot of pain until Wednesday."

"Okay, thank you doctor." I say, helping Tris up and holding Carter on my hip.

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    I cant sleep. No matter how hard I try, I just cant block out Tris' cries. I would do anything to take the pain away from her. I roll over and look at her, she is facing me and is curled up on her side, clutching her stomach. I put my arm around her waist and pull her closer. She cries out when I accedently pull her too close to where her stomach touched mine. "I'm so sorry!" I gush, then she starts sobbing. I kiss her head and hold her as tight as I can without bringing her pain.

   "I lost my baby." She sobs, "I lost our baby....." Is all she says. I close my eyes, I cant cry right now. I have to be strong for my family. I take Tris' hands in mine, I kiss them both. "Look at me baby, look." she looks up at me, tears streaming down her face. "I love you so much. No matter what happens. I know we lost our baby, I'm so sad about that, but there is nothing we can do - nothing we could've done. But, we can always try again and we still have Carter. Our baby girl. We will always have her." I finish. She stops crying and kisses me with force. I kiss her back and she pulls away. "Thank you. And I love you so much." She says, resting her head on my chest. I placenta hand on her head and massage. "Do you feel any better?" I ask her, hoping she will be okay. "A little bit, It still hurts so bad, like right below my stomach. You know what i mean right?"

    For some reason my face burns. "Yeah, I do." She sighs, "I think I'm just getting used to the pain. I really have to take a shower." She says, groaning as she acedently pokes her stomach. "Will you be okay......?"I ask, I don't think she will be able to be in there like that. Just then I hear wailing: Carter. I sigh and get out of bed, I walk into her room and change her, I grab her diaper bag and walk out of the house, going down the street to Christina's. I knock on the door and she answers perkily. "Want me to babysit her?" she asks, taking Carter from my arms. "Yes please." I say, Christina nods. "No problem." "Thank you." I say walking back home.

When I get back in the room Tris is sitting on the floor and it looks like shes been crying, "What's the matter baby?" I ask, kneeling down too her. "I-I need your help." She says, okay..... "With what?"

"Can you please h-help me take a s-shower?" She asks, looking bright red. I close my eyes and nod."Of course, Tris don't hesitate to ask me for help for anything." I say, helping her up. She nods Anne I lead her into the bathroom.