Feeling a couple of taps to my shoulder I mumbled slightly as I turned away, feeling it start again as I let out a noise of irritation
"If you don't stop I swear to Merlins mouldy fucking knee caps that I'll bite you"
"You bite me I'll fucking bite you back" opening my eyes tiredly I looked around before glancing at Adam who was standing in front of me laughing before crouching down as I wiped my face tiredly. Looking around the living room I laughed quietly at the sight of Ali and Jayden sitting with their arms around each other, sound asleep as I glanced up, Nathan asleep beside me as I looked back to Adam
"I've sent a prescription out for you-"
"You have? What for?"
"I think the lining of your stomach has became damaged somehow and the actual acid in your stomach is making it inflamed. You won't be able to eat normal sized meals for awhile but the tablets might help a bit with that"
"Do you know how long I'll have to take them for?"
"I'm not sure entirely but you'll have to tell me if it gets any worse alright? This could be something serious Amelia and I won't risk it getting worse" he told me quietly as I nodded, gently and carefully moving away from Nathan as I stood up and he done the same as I hugged him, both of us keeping our voices low
"Thank you, I really do appreciate it"
"I know you do, but remember to tell me if anything changes"
"I will. What time is it?"
"I'm not sure, just after ten I think or something, you fell asleep at, like, three" he told me laughing as a smile grew and we walked from the living room and to the kitchen as I took a bowl of strawberries out from the fridge, sitting it between them as I tried to eat a few of them as I looked out at the sun that was already high in the sky. Leaving awhile later I changed into shorts and vest again before going outside, lying down on the grass with a smile as I closed my eyes, failing to open my eyes a while later after someone laid down next to me and quite awhile passed.
"I want to die"
"I want you to die" I muttered quietly as I opened my eyes from where I was lying on my stomach as I turned over again and squinted up at the sun
"Wait, what?"
"Jeez Holly, we can't always get what we want!" I said to her as I sat up from the grass and stared at her as she moved her sunglasses to look at me
"I only meant I was overheating"
"Yes, well, I meant what I said and how I said it" I told her as a scowl grew on her face and she sat up properly
"What's got your wand in a knot?"
"Seriously?"
"What?"
"You really don't know?"
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Storms Ahead
Fanfiction**trigger warning: this story will contain scenes of a violent relationship, self harm, attempted suicide, depression and anxiety** (I understand that this may be personal and emotional towards readers and that's why I'll leave it up to you to decid...
