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𝓑𝓵𝓾𝓮&𝓖𝓻𝓮𝔂

CW//TRIGGERS AHEAD

I've got helpers yet it took me a day to work this out....(ಥ _ ಥ) They are so useless....(●'◡'●)

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"Shiomoni..." Jimin deadpanned as he walked out of the ward because Jimin's grandpa suddenly vomited out blood and needed the doctors...

"Yes Jimin" Even Joo-eun was a bit hesitant to speak now since Jimin's eyes turned dark as soon as he came out of the ward... "You knew?"

Earth to Joo-eun.... She wasn't responding anymore... "You.Knew.It.Didn't.You?"

Jimin's voice was stern as he stared at Joo-eun to respond and Jungkook himself couldn't help but tug on his mother's top to respond.... "Yes"

Jimin suddenly let out a chuckle as he wiped his tears... "Care to explain please?"

Jimin was hurt, even Joo-eun didn't mind it... "He told me the day when we suddenly called us Busan from Seoul... He asked me to hold a marriage for you two... He wanted to make you happy.. at least till he's alive..." Joo-eun sobbed as she broke down in Jay's arms...

That was it, Jimin's eyes couldn't hide the brimming tears and everything slipped through....

Jungkook was there to hold him when he broke down and sobbed endlessly, "B-Bunny I-I... H-He.. WHY?" Jimin let out a loud sob as he buried himself in Jungkook's arms who was trying to stop crying himself yet failing...

Jungkook however didn't want Jimin to be shade so he hesitantly spoke up the life expectancy of his grandpa...

"Just one day Jimin.... Just one day" Jimin broke down completely, he tugged himself into Jungkook as he continued crying on the floor with Jungkook supporting him beside....

"I-I can't J-Jungkook... H-He is D--Dying..." Jimin let out another sob out as he felt Jungkook's hold tightened now... "It's ok dear... I-It's something you cannot change... please try to spend your time with him.... He has a very short period of time left... Please" Jungkook bit his lip stopping himself from letting out any sobs as he felt broken himself watching Jimin break-down...

Jimin somehow managed to bit down his sobs as he stood up with wobbly legs and nodded as Jungkook wiped his tears, encouraging him to go inside since the doctors came out now.....

Jimin somehow put a smile on his face as he went in to see his grandpa's health even more deteriorated....

Carrying himself in, he couldn't help but remember how his grandpa raised him, how he taught him everything and now for his happiness his Grandpa is sacrificing himself.....All the moments, all the stories, all the talks, everything was flashing in front of him.....His grandpa was dying and he can't do anything to stop all of it.....

It all seems Blue & Grey now....The ground seems heavier by now....Everything seems meaningless...

He walked in slowly and seated himself on the stool near the stretcher, where his Grandpa was lying....

"Jimin~" His voice by now was raspy with all the blood he vomited just now as he smiled with his eyes turning into crescents....Same

"Y-Yes Grandpa" Jimin replied as he tried not to cry but tears slipped out endlessly without his permission..."Sing for me" His request was undeniable now....

"I once heard you *cough* singing to yourself....It was years ago....*cough* I killed that side, didn't I?....I want you to bring that side back please....." Dong-hyun confessed....Jimin nodded with a big smile that just screamed sorrow itself....

Jimin started singing....Blue&Grey

Where is my angel
하루의 끝을 드리운
Someone come and save me, please
지친 하루의 한숨뿐
사람들은 다 행복한가 봐
Can you look at me? 'Cause I am blue and grey
거울에 비친 눈물의 의미는
웃음에 감춰진 나의 색깔 blue and grey

"I'm sorry Jimin" Those were the last words of His Grandpa......

Jimin as he looked up....his angel has left the world, far away in heaven he guesses... His words froze in his tongue as he looked at his Grandpa who had a smile plastered in his face but lifeless in front of Jimin....

After a few seconds as he took in what happened, a shrill scream escaped his mouth as tears flowed like rain in sorrow....."GRANDPA....."

Jungkook immediately came in as he saw his husband crying as loud as he could in sorrow....He lost his grandpa...

Jungkook sensed no life in the old man as he came closer and hugged Jimin and as he let Jimin fall on him completely as Jimin was completely broken now.....

12th day

Jimin was lying Jungkook's lap as he didn't eat anything or allowed anyone to come near him..."Jungkook" Jimin called out as he laid their nearly lifeless with tears deep down dried and eyes flashing red oceans of sorrow inside...."Yes"

"I don't want to cremate him down....especially here..." Jimin said as he stared at the empty space... "Then where?" Jungkook asked calmly keeping in mind, not to disturb Jimin's mind now....

They were still in the hospital as the hospital authorities took his Grandpa's body in care...

"In the backyard of the mansion where grandma had her garden.....in the middle of the garden...Near My grandma's burial stone" Jimin claimed as he looked at Jungkook with teary eyes...."He loved her very much...maybe the reason of coming here is that" Tears slipped once more as Jungkook tightened his grip again to comfort Jimin...

Silent sobs escaped Jimin's mouth as Jungkook nodded with a smile..."Why don't we go today and hold the funeral tomorrow morning dear?" Jungkook asked as he caressed Jimin's scalp..

Jimin nodded as he continued burying himself into Jungkook's self...

"It's ok it's ok.....He wanted you to be happy right?" Jungkook asked as he continued his actions...."Y-Yes"

"Then you should be happy...now maybe it's not the time but always remember he's with you everywhere and everytime.....he loved you and always will even if he's not here...You cannot get weak...ok?"

Jimin hummed in response as he closed his eyes slowly, trying to calm down but failing miserably......