Mommy's little princess

Lockdown pt;4/ first steps/ shooting music video for "therefore i am"

(Date: November 10, 2020)(brook now knows the words "mama" "ark=shark") (brook is off breastfeeding but having breastmilk out of a bottle at night)
Billie's POV:
I wake up to brooks whining over the baby monitor so I get out of bed and leave my room. I walk over to her nursery to see her standing up in her crib holding onto the railing. I turn on her light and walk over to her.
B- good morning princess
Br- mmaammaa
B- yup that's me
I say as I pick her up out of her crib.
B- oh looks like someone has a messy diaper
I say as I place her down onto the changing table. I take off her onesie then change her diaper. I throw away the dirty diaper and wipes them I change her into a short sleeved body suit. I pick her up and leave the room. I go to the kitchen and put brook in her high chair. I go to the pantry and get oats. I pour some in a bowl then I put some oat milk into it and microwave it for 1 minute. Once it was done I stir it, grab a bib, then walk back to brook. I put the bib on her and then put the bowl on her tray. She puts her hands into it and starts eating. She plays around with it but I was just happy she was eating. I take out some strawberries and wash them then eat them. Once I was done I throw away the plastic container with the strawberries leaves and I look over at brook who was done. I get a paper towel and wet it. I wipe her hands then her face but she starts whining.
B- what's wrong bubba
She points at the paper towel in my hand
B- it's a paper towel
I say as I wipe her face but she whines some more. I ignore her whining and clean her face. Once her face was clean I take her bowl and wipe her tray. I put her bowl in the sink and throw away the paper towel. I walk back to her and take her out of the high chair and I take off her bib. I grab one of her sippy cups and fill it with water and I also grab her teething crackers. I walk to the living room and set her down on the floor. She crawls over to her blocks and I set her sippy cup and crackers down on the coffee table out of her reach. She crawls away from her blocks to her teddy. I wanted to see if today was the day she would take her first steps so I take one of her teething crackers and call her name. I take out my phone and hit record.
-------recording------
B- brook look at mama
She looks over and sees the cracker so she stands up and I move back
B- come get it
She takes two steps then falls
B- oo it's ok baby you got it, come on you can do it
M- good morning bil
B- morning
M-what are you doing
B- trying to get brook to walk
M- oh ok
B- come on brook you got it, get back up come on
She gets up and takes a step
B- ok good one
She takes another one
B- two
She steps again
B- three
I say practically squealing
She takes more steps making me and mom gasp
B- you did it brook I'm so proud of you
She takes the cracker out of my hand
B- you just wanted the cracker
------end of recording-----
B- your growing up so fast
I say as I put her in my lap. She smiles as she chews on her cracker. I post the video on Instagram with the caption "she was only in it for the food but she took her first steps" once it was posted I put my phone down. She holds out the half eaten cracker so I take it and she crawls away.
B- you can't run away from mama
I say as I pick her up and she starts giggling so I tickle her making her giggle more.
M- billie your gunna make her throw up if you keep tickling her
B- ok ok sorry
M- also today we have to leave around 2
B- why
M- Billie why do you forget everything, we have to leave so you can shoot the music video for "therefore I am"
B- ooo ok
(Skip to when their getting ready) (time: 1:40)
I get up and pick up brook. I walk to my room and close the door but shark walks in. I place brook on my bed and I start changing.
Br- mmmaaammmaaa
B- one second baby
I say as I look back and see brook close to the edge of my bed. I run over and catch her as she falls and she starts crying as it scared her.
B- Its ok baby, I know that scared you but you you have to know that you don't crawl off mamas bed
I get her calmed down so I place her back on my bed and I change my shirt.
Br- mmmaaammmaaa
B- yes princess
Br- ark ark
B- yea baby that is shark
I say as I pick her up and and walk out of my room.
M- ok I'm ready so go ahead and get brooks diaper bag and I can get her into the car
B- ok thank you
M- FINN PATRICK LETS GO
I pass brook to mom and I go to brooks nursery and grab her diaper bag. I walk out to the garage and put my shoes on then I get in the back. Mom gets in the drivers seat, dad gets in the passenger, and Finneas sits next to me as I was in the middle and mom starts driving.
(Halfway there)
It was getting around brooks nap time so I take out her teddy and binky. I put the binky in her mouth and she takes the teddy. I rub her cheek with my thumb and she leans her head into my hand as she starts to fall asleep. As she was halfway asleep I take my hand away but she grabs finger and brings my hand down. She holds onto my hand with both of her hands and had her teddy on the side of her. She falls asleep fully so I just let her hold my hand as she sleeps.
(Once thus got there)
We get out of the car and I get the carrier out as I didn't want to wake up brook. I put a breathable blanket covering it. We put our masks on and walk into the empty mall where we were greeted by our crew.
(Ashley-A)
A- heyy Billie
B- hey how you doing
A- good oh and I see you have the little one
B- yea but she's asleep
A- oh well that's fine I saw she took her first steps today on your Instagram
B- yea I was so happy
A- well I'm happy for you, let's get your makeup done and then you can pick your outfit for the music video
B- ok
M- here billie let me take brook ok
B- alright
I say as I pass the carrier to her. I walk over to my chair and sit down and the makeup artist start doing my make up. There was a lot of talking and noises so I was a bit scared that brook was going to wake up which would push back the time that we could have used to shoot some of the video. But that's exactly what happened because mom came over to me with crying brook.
B- aww what happened
M- she woke up from everything going on
She says as she passes brook to me so I put brooks head on my chest and bounce her a little while i pat her bottom. Mom goes back to whatever she was doing and brook started to calm down a bit. Once my make up was done brook was slowly falling asleep. I follow the fashion designer and I chose this outfit:

I pass brook to mom and i go into a room and change but apparently brook didn't like that i had to change because when I came back out brook was crying again. I take brook back from mom and she calms down.
B- just can't be away from mama huh
I say as I rub her back.
(D- Directer)
D- alright billie are you ready to shoot the video
B- umm yea but quick question, is it ok if brook is in the video because she will cry if she's not with me and I don't want her to cry
D- yea that's fine
B- ok thank you
I move brook so I'm holding her on my hip and they give me little ear plugs so her ears don't get damaged. I put them in her ear and they get the rest of the things ready for me.
D- ok let's get rolling Ok 3..2...1
I start walking and then I walk up the escalator. They start playing the music and i lip sync as I start running around with brook giggling. We get to the get to the pretzel thing and I go behind the counter and I get a pretzel. I had to to it with one hand which was surprisingly easy. Once we got to the elevator part I press the button to open it and once it opened I go into it and let brook press the level one button which made her happy. Once it opens I walk to the donut thing and I jump up on the counter and start lip syncing again. I get a donut and walk out using the door type thing. I start running again and brook giggles as my hair kept going everywhere. We get down to the part where I just grab food so I get the lemonade and I put the pretzel in brooks hand. I go to the little chipotle and put the drink down and I Jim on the counter. I grab chips and then jump over the counter again. I get the lemonade and go back and get fries. I take the pretzel from brook and I have her hold the drink. One of the crew member shout "hey get out of here" and that was my cue to run out so push the door open with my back and I start running and brook waves bye-bye and I was sure the camera picked up on it. They cut the cameras and I run back in and I was out of breath.
Camera Guy- CG)
B- w-was that good let me see
CG- ok wait
One of my crew members take the food out of my hands and I take the lemonade and pass it to them. Finneas walks over to me and hugs me.
F- that was good, you did good
B- great, can you take brook for one second
F- sure
I pass brook to him and I lay on the floor and finneas laughs. He puts brook on top of me so I sit up and he passes me my mask and I put it on. I hold brook and get up and walk over to the crew to watch how the recording looked. After I viewed it and said it was good we had some other things to do and then we went home and for the rest of the day we chilled and did whatever.

Ok so I might to the vanity fair interview but I would like some ideas for a chapter. Also I got Billie Merch so yay anyways ❤️bye loves❤️

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