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HEY! THIS IS A DOUBLE UPDATE—READ CHAPTER 54 BEFORE 55!

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HEY! THIS IS A DOUBLE UPDATE—READ CHAPTER 54 BEFORE 55!

Sloane Beck

Dear Charlie,

Am I fucking crazy? Like honestly—am I crazy?

I'm flying out to go save the love of my life because I know he would do the same for me.

If you were here you probably wouldn't believe me because I haven't ever had one loving bone in my body.

Do you remember that time when we put hand sanitizer in the pre-algebra teacher's coffee that way we would have school canceled that day all because we wanted to curl up in bed and watch all of the harry potter movies together?

That amount of joy we had when we were sent home and allowed to?

Being with him is similar to that experience but better—one million fucking times better.

How are you? I think that I could literally see you up in the clouds right now because of how high I was while being on cloud nine. I don't think that anyone had ever made me this happy in my life, Charlie.

I'm gaining weight.

I don't always need to have sex.

And I look in the mirror and feel pretty.

But most of all I feel loved.

I feel like no matter what happens, he and I are bonded for life.

And although he is everything that you would hate, just remember that you picked Gwen over me. Just remember that you doing that—led me to meet him. So hell, maybe it was worth it. Maybe going to rehab was worth it because I wouldn't be fucking miserable watching you two make babies together.

I just wanted to write to you Charlie and say, thank you.

Thank you for giving me up to someone who would want me any day, all day, and every day.

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