When it gets complicated

Prologue

"He's my best friend, best friends don't think about each other like that! Why would he like a dork like me anyways?" -Chanyeol

"I love him, but I don't know where his head is at, does he even like guys? Well I guess he does... But what if he only sees me a his goofy, puppy like best friend?"
-Baekhyun

"I love him, I love everything about him, from the way he looks, to the way he smells, even to that cute way his eyebrows furrow and his lips pucker when he gets confused... but he'll never love me, I'm just a nerd who no one notices... why would he be any different?"
-Kyungsoo

"He's so beautiful, so innocent, I just want too hold him in my arms and protect him from the whole world, but how can I do that when the thing I need to protect him from the most is myself?"
-Jongin

"He amazing, I love the way I feel when I'm with him, i can't get him out of my head, but I can't love him. I'm a dude, dudes don't like other dudes! I'm straight, and straight guys don't fall in love with their friends... right?"
-Luhan

"He's perfect, he's beautiful, smart, funny, and everything I want... but he doesn't want me. My own parents didn't want me... so why would he?"
-Sehun

"I can't stay away from him, no matter how many times I seem to be finally letting go, I'm watching him again, observing, obsessing and falling deeper and deeper for him. It's like a drug to me... but there's no harm done if I keep my distance, if I leave him be, just to exist in my fantasies... right?"
-Lay

"He fascinates me, everything about him... the way he speaks, the way his eyes light up when I speak, and even the way his body moves with every muscle in perfect sync... I think I could really fall for him, but he's too innocent, he's too pure... I can't let him be tainted by me, but I can have a small taste first without staining him, can't I?"
-Junmyeon

"I loved someone once, but I never told him, and I lost him... I don't want to ever feel that pain again, and I'm perfectly content to never love again... so why does my heart beat so fast when he says my name?"
-Minseok

"I love his laugh, even though he doesn't laugh often... he keeps pushing me away, I know he's hiding something, but I can't seem to break past his barriers. I'm starting to lose hope... will he ever let me into his heart?"
-Jongdae

"I love him, he's my everything, I see a happy future with him... or at least I use to... he doesn't seem to want me anymore... Is it just because of stress, like he says? ... or is he slipping away from me?"
-Tao

"I love him, he's everything to me, I imagine a happy future together, even though we seem to be losing touch of each other recently, I know we'll pull through... I mean a little distance won't break us, right?"
-Kris